The black roses~ black veil brides fanfic

Back to old ways i guess

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**These next couple of chapters might contain inappropriate langue and drug use and cutting this is a triggering warning*** read at ur own risk.
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I woke up to shouting down stairs I knew the voices to well. Andy and blade!
What the hell was andy doing here and why are they both shouting at each other !! God guess I have to get up. I got up and heard something smash!!
What the hella was that?!?!
I ran down stairs and saw andy pinning blade against the wall and the flower thingy smashed where andy obviously pinned him to the wall.
Andy what are you doing?! I shouted.
What's it look like Darcy?! He shouted back. Ouch.
Why are you doing it then?!
Because he hurt you!!
AND YOU HAVENT?!?! I shouted back at him. He looked back at me with hurt clear in his blue eyes.
You hurt me as well andy you left when I was going through a tough time at school and you never call Skyped me or texted me you are my best friend and you wasn't there when mom and my dad died andy !! How do you think I felt huh it ment nothing to you but it meant everything to me !!! I fucking started hurting myself because of you. and mom dying!! Losing you was heart breaking and I couldn't handle it I even tryed killing myself !
My eyes widened as i realised what I just said. I looked andy right in the eyes and self consciencely tugged my sleeves down I looked away seeing surprise hurt and guilt in his eyes. I turned to the kitchen and got a drink and went up stairs i looked at andy and blade and there where just staring at me with wide eyes and mouths touching the floor. I shock my head and ran up stairs Doing my hair and make up I put on a short lace dress and all black converses. My make up I had my normal black eyeliner and mascara with dark red lip stick. My hair was swept over my forehead and the top of my hair was messy and the bottoms was dead straight. I walked down stairs and blade and Fred and Ben where in the kitchen with andy . I moved around them all and got a hot glass out and the vodka and Bacardi I poured a little of each into the shot glass and took a deep breathe and drank it in less then 2 seconds I swallowed it and got a normal glass out I poured the Bacardi and vodka so it was 1/4 of the glass then added a bit of coke and lemonade and I went to the fridge a got 2 big cans of red-bull and poured a whole one in there and then I brought the glass to my lips and gulped some. I forgot the guys where there but I wasn't even effected by the acholic beverage. I went to the medication cubord and reached on top on it and there was a packet Which contained white powder (cocaine) I licked my finger and dipped it in I put the white powder in my mouth and smiled I poured some on my hand and sniffed it. I finished with that and put the packet back in it original place but I felt another packet and brought it down. It was weed!! Yes!! I was smiling like crazy ! Went to my drink and had one more gulp then turned around with the packet behind my back I looked up to find Ben and Fred with there head in there hands and andy and blade wide eyed ! Shit forgot they where there. I have to act natural.
Hi guys.
How are you not sluring?!! Andy and blade said at the same time.
I done this for a long time. I'm gonna be up stairs.
Wait up Darcy! It was Ben. I grabbed my drink and ran up the stairs and into my bedroom. Ben and Fred where both banging on my door telling me to open up. But I didn't. I went to my coat and into the pocket and grabbed the baccie filters and papers. I throw them on my bed and went to my draw and got out my grinding pot. I sat down on my bed cris cross apple Source and started making a fag I put the baccie in then the grinded weed and then the filter and rolled it. I got up and went to my window and opened it fag still in hand and got my lighter which was on my widow sill I had a window that had a really big ledge both sides I climbed out side and sat on it with my legs dangling down I lit the fag and took the smoke back enjoying the flavour I finished it and put my music on really loud.
Never shout never trouble came on and I sung along to it. I sang alone to a couple more songs and then bam I was asleep !!