TASCI : Thai Agency of Special Crime Investigation (A Pete×Kao fanfic)

The Mask

//Kao//
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"You really loved her?"

I asked when we parted. I was wrapped my arms around his waist and his hands were still cupping my face.

I looked up at him and when I met his eyes, he held my gaze.

I don't know what he think about me. He never had feelings for guys before and it's only me. But I don't think he is feeling exactly the same what I feel for him. He is not gay, maybe he is Bi but maybe one day he will find a girl. Maybe one day he will walk away from my life because he didn't make any promises to me and I haven't asked anything from him yet.

When he absently stroked his thumps on my chin, I blinked.

I know I'm going to get hurt. But I couldn't help but sink into the feeling of the present. Maybe one day Special Agent Pete Rittirong will break my heart but until then I have him. So I want to have as much as I can.

"I did once." He said.

I smoothed my palms on his waist and he didn't let go of my face yet.

"Why did you break up?"

"She cheated on me. And when I caught her with another guy on a pub, she said she don't love me."

I saw him heaving another sigh and I had to smooth my palms again.

"I can't completely blame her." He said.

"And why is that?" I raised my brow.

"I wasn't a good boyfriend. I am not a warm person. I'm not a boyfriend material."

I stared at him and I couldn't believe what he just said. He said he is not a warm person ? Not a boyfriend material?

I looked over at that dinner table.

"I might disagree." I said when I looked at those those dished that he made for me.

He followed my gaze and there was a light smile on his lips when he shook his head.

"Have you ever cooked anything for her?" I asked and the deep in my heart I wanted him to say No. But he nodded and I hide my disappointment.

"I see." I think I really couldn't hide it tho.

His eyes lingered on me and these moments felt so good.

"What is in your hideous head.?" I asked after a few seconds.

His one hand reached on my shoulder and he squeezed it when he spoke.

"Yesterday night...." He trailed off.

My heart did a summersault.

"Don't tell me that you are sorry assh@le." I blurted and I saw him smiling on that.

"Why I would be sorry? You are the one started it all." He said and I gaped at him.

"What? Me? No! You are the one who attacked me yesterday."

"I'm not talking about yesterday." He said.

I gaped at him again.

He traced his hand to the back of my head and he stroked my hair.

"I warned you like 1000 times, to not flirt with me. You didn't listen. Now it's all your fault. So frankly, I'm not sorry for attacking you yesterday and I regret that I didn't f*ck you"

I blinked at him. My jaws were dropped and I couldn't say a word back.

What the f*ck he just said?!!!