Forever?

Chapter 11

"I'm....." Connor was crying his eyes out just sitting there in Kians car.

"Connor just tell me." I looked at him straight in his tear filled eyes.

"I'm not making anymore videos on the o2l channel. I'm moving out too." He's balling and has his hands covering his face.

"Con." I start crying too "when were you going to tell the guys?"

"I made a video to put up to tell all the subscribers, and i just posted it before we left. telling the boys was just way to hard to tell it to their face." He stops crying a little.

"Connor...." i pause for a couple seconds " This might be rude, but why?"

" im not the same happy person that i am in my videos. the viewers only see 5 mnutes of my entire week. theres things at home, things in my everyday life, that they dont see. im still going to make videos on my main account, but having to make 2 videos in the same week is hard with everything going on in my life."

"Connor, im so sorry... Tell the guys though." and once i get that sentence out of my mouth his phone rings.

Key-yuhn: hey, can you come home, me and the guys need to talk to you.

Connor: yeah I guess. were coming.

"so I guess they saw the video" I say to him

"yeah I guess." Connor starts crying again.

"Connor, its okay." I rub his back and turn the car back on.

the car ride back home is silent, maybe a couple sniffles here and there, but not really.

we walk into the house and all the guys, and Trevor are sitting in the living room.

"guys I'm sorry." connor shakes his head and starts crying again.

"con, its okay." Kian says as I rub Connors back.

"If you think its better for you, then we support you the whole way." JC says rubbing his hands together.

"Guys I'm sorry. Things are just blocking my life. I'll still be making videos on my main channel." Connor stops crying, if he did anymore I probably would too. It goes silent for about 10 seconds.

" guys," connor starts crying again. " I'm moving out of the o2l house." This time, he's balling.

Kian starts crying, then Sam, then Trevor, Then JC. Ricky doesn't cry. He looks like he just wants to be alone.

I go sit beside Sam, and rub his back. Then I start crying like crazy. I stop rubbing Sams back, put my hands to my face, and burry my head in Sams lap.

" when?" Ricky stands up and walks in front of Connor. Confused.

" next week. I'm moving into my own apartment in San Diego. Probably 20 minutes from here. I'm sorry I didn't tell you before." Connor walks into the kitchen.

" Con, its okay. We respect your decisions and support you along the way.

After like 30 minutes of crying, we hug it out and go to our rooms. Mine and Sams, Kians, and Jcs are all on the same hallway. Ricky's is like down the hallway kinda.

"We need to plan Sam." I say plopping out on the bed.

"Okay, tomorrow you, Andrea, and Jenn are going to pick out your dress. yeah I've already asked." he laughed a little then plopped down next to me.

"Wait, what if I would have said no?" I giggled

"Then I would have asked again until you said yes. wait I sound pretty desprate." he laughs and almost falls off the bed.

"Me and Kian are going to go looking for places tomorrow too."

"Alright.. uhhh I'm excited!" I run my hand through my hair that's sprawled out on the bed.

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What's up you guys!

Oh my gosh it's been forever
Schools hard.

Anyway, I think I'm gonna end it soon. so go read my other one! Its called ' new sister.' and I think it's pretty good

Well

Biya!

++caylee++