ok, so, the person i was talking about (my bf), and i, we had a really long talk, and yea, we r good now, and i realized that no mater how much he annoys me from time to time, i love him to fucking death and that's something i don't regret anymore :)
i realized that i need to stop being scared to fall in love again with someone who clearly loves me a lot, and i'm going to give this relationship and love another chance, so yea, i'm doing ok now, thank you to everyone that was concerned and stuck by me/checked in on me through this!
