Onision Self Insert (Reaper's Creek)

Chapter 22: The Mother of a Better World

 All around the world, I could hear people screaming. I could see them being violated, robbed, beaten & broken down in every way. They were made in the corrupt God's image. Some represented his good side, others were the embodiment of his evil. I grew tired of the sound of suffering as I not only could feel their pain as they felt it, but it distracted me from Kull, from finding the answers not even I could provide with all my knowledge and power.

I had improved the world when I gained my full realization of my ability, but that didn't stop nature from taking its course.I created The Body to be my better half, to stand when I could not, and now iI had a great task for him.

The Body stood next to me, waiting for me to vocalize a decision for our next actions. I new The Body could hear the screams as well,I knew he could hear my thoughts and my focus on the pain of the world. I spoke "I need you to..." In the middle of my sentence,The Body disappeared.

He knew I wanted him to be better than God, to be better than The Reaper and to reverse the destruction God caused when he killed his own sister. First that would be required The Body gaining knowledge of how the world truly was before God. To analyze the code and see what was changed when God wiped out all of his sister's children and made poor corrupted imitations of them.

While my creation could focus on the issues of the world, I could focus on Kull. Unfortunately for me, Kull was a god of gods. You would assume to locate someone at the absolute height of the universe's hierarchy would be difficult, but in fact, chronology was my first strategy to locate him, and the strategy was effective.

As usual I had opened a black rip in reality, so I could effectively scan through the data of the universe, the code. I searched back to God's initial code creation, the first time it existed in all of existence. God was in fact not only created second, but at the apparent request of his sister. She wanted a brother, someone to guide & inspire with her creations, however Kull did not code God properly. Kull made many mistakes with his daughter's much younger brother.

To give description to the timeline of Kull's creation to God's creation would be best explained through comparison. The dinosaurs were a creation of Kull. I could see this in the signature and coding style of Kull. The explanation for their extinction from what I could understand apparently to be unintentional. The more I analyzed Kull's coding, the more I realized he was nowhere near as thorough as his daughter.

Millions of years after the dinosaurs came humans, just like God came after Kull, only in a time frame of trillions. The more I compared God's code, to his sisters, and then to Kull's, the more I understood exactly what had happened between Kull and his children. More importantly, through all my analysis, Kull became incredibly easy to find. He had not moved since the death of his daughter.

I focused my energy on instantaneous travel, I simple replaced my current location with that of Kull;s only approximately 20 ft away from him in an area with no conflicting objects or hazards. I did however input a modification to my own physical form to ensure Kull would not detect me, and it worked perfectly as I planned.

Before me sat a man, in a stone throne. Gray as you would expect, the handles of his throne cut sharply into rectangular shapes, the back raised far above his head and the lights blended into the ground without seams, almost as if the chair had grown into place like a tree.

Above me appeared a small glimmer of light that somehow illuminated the whole room. It was as if I was in a cave with a tiny skylight hundreds of feet above. The room was surrounded with indentations in gray stone walls, it was the basic code I first learned to modify basic elements in my life. Within seconds I identified the code as the different variations of Kull's daughter. The process he went through to create her.

The man in the chair before me, kull, his skin was like glass, only the color of gray. I could see his eyes under his closed eyelids, one was blue, one was red. He had no beard, no hair on his head, but his face looked so tired and old.

If I had to compare Kull's appearance to that of a person on Earth, I would say he resembled someone who was 145 years old. He had wrinkles everywhere. Even under his dark blue, shiny garments I could see he was shriveled and hunched.

After analyzing the room and the man himself I decided I would make myself appear before him. As I lifted the vail around me, he slowly opened his eyes and lifted his head toward me.

The man's face began to shake gently, his blue eyes filled with tears. Without a moment's hesitation the man began sobbing in his throne, throwing his face into his old withered hands.

I spoke aloud to the man" I'm so sorry you are hurting ... Kull." The man whimpered and struggled as he spoke back "I ... couldn't do it. I'm sorry."

I could see his emotions like anyone sees color, the radiated out of him like ink polluting other colors as they're simultaneously submerged in water. I could also see, feel and hear his thoughts in code, my own emotions & my mind.

As Kull continued to cry I realized why God had wound up the way he did.

Kull created his daughter when he was midway through his life cycle. He created God toward the end of his life cycle. His daughter had become so lonely and creatures that were not her equal did not satisfy her intellectually or emotionally. As part of her code she could not create her own as Kullknew such a creation would force her to shorten her own life.

Knowing his daughter wanted a brother of equal status so badly, kull created God with his own life force, but Kull, having so little left, made mistakes, leaving him powerless to correct them and powerless to help his daughter if they ever were at odds.

Kull spoke with more composure than before, "Ientered this world with gray eyes. Becoming a father provided me with feelings, thoughts & hopes I had never felt before. I knew I made a mistake with God, I know how this sounds, but even if I could change him, I don't think I would have. My only regret is that I could not die in the place of my daughter." The man continued to cry for a moment in front of me, then struggled while continuing to speak "A father's love for his child, even I cannot change that. You give everything you have to your children, I just wish they didn't have to suffer because of my mistakes."

The more I observed Kull's words, his face and his code I could see how genuine and remorseful he was. I imagined using my power to bring his children before him only leaving the aspects of God's corrupt code behind, but I knew Kull would not be satisfied without his authentic, original children.

I spoke aloud to Kull "I've seen your code, and I know that you cannot see mine as a result of my own evolution. I know that you are incapable of bringing your children back. I know the pain you feel, I have seen much of your life play out before me through the many lines of code that make you who you are Kill." Kull replied somewhat agitated "We are more than code! My son & daughter were living breathing gods!" I stepped away from Kull and turned my back to him to look at the walls around us.

I spoke aloud to Kull "You only display your daughter's code on this wall." Kull replied "It was in memory of her. My last bit of strength left after the creation of my son." I ripped through the wall of the universe to search for the code once more and found his daughter's code in the exact form it was just because she had died.

After modifying the universe to my will, I turned around to Kull and lifted my arm. As my arm raised, the walls around us transitioned to show God's code instead of Kull's fallen daughter's. Kull's eyes widened as he silently watched the world around him shift.

I spoke aloud "you won't need to remember your daughter anymore Kull. She's standing next to you." Kull's stare became weak, his head began to dip forward, and he collapsed in his chair. He could feel his daughter coming back to his reality, as she was, just how he remembered her.

This woman was beyond description, I had seen no one like her before . The moment she gained her consciousness gain, she immediately went to aide her father.

Seeing them reunited, knowing their troubles were mostly behind them, I felt confident in the future they would influence without God to end what the would was, or his own sister once more.

It was time for me to go home.