Texting a stranger/// choni❤️( on hold )

Part 5

Toni POV

Bout three days have passed and I've been staying with Cheryl. I have offered many times to leave so I wouldn't be a bother but every time I do she kinda of freaks out. Anyway Cheryl was currently in the shower and I need to go get some clothes, so I decided to run (not literally)to my trailer really fast and go get clothes. I thought it was a good idea because she couldn't stop me from leaving and she would never know I left, so I left.

It's been about 15 minutes since I been at my trailer I didn't expect it to take this long, but it did. I was so worried about Cheryl cause she has to be outta the shower by now. All of the sudden I got a text.

Cheryl🥰: where are you?

Me ( Toni ): I'm at my trailer

Cheryl🥰: oh so you don't want to stay here anymore 😔 with me

Me: no I just needed to get some clothes

Cheryl🥰: well why didn't you just wait till I got outta the shower I would've went with you

Me: I just didn't want you to know I'm was gone but it's taking me longer than I thought.

Cheryl🥰:oh ok well see you later😕

Me: what wrong hun

Cheryl🥰: nothing I'll see you later I have to do my hair bye.

Me: bye

Well that could have gone way better I thought grabbing a shirt. I was almost done packing when I heard my front door open.
I walked to my door and sweet pea was standing there.

"Uh do you not know how to knock!" I shouted.

"I've missed you baby so so much!" He said walking towards me for a hug. That I dodged.

"Do not call me that I am not your baby anymore." I said walking back to my room packing.

"Well we can change that." He said grabbing my arm and pulling me closer to him.

"Sweets let me go I have to finish pa-" I tried to explain but couldn't do to him pressing his lips against mine. Not saying I enjoyed the kiss but I do remember why I fell in love with him. His lips are like warm soft pillows and it's just so romantic an- wait what am I talking about I'm with Cheryl. Am I ?

"Sweets what are you doing!!" I yelled pulling away harshly.

"Kissing my girlfriend what does it look like." He said trying to kiss me again.

"I'm not your girlfriend and I don't like you!" I yelled.

"You just kissed me." He said.

"No you kissed me!" I defended.

"Well you didn't exactly pull away and you kissed back!" He stated.

" sweet pea can you just leave please." I begged.

"Fine!" he shouted slamming the door.

Omg I just kissed sweet pea. What the hell was I thinking. And to make things worst I just got a text from Cheryl.

Cheryl🥰: are you gonna come back or..

Me: yeah sorry I'm on my way.

Cheryl🥰: ok see you soon❤️

Shit! What am I gonna do? I can't bare being with her after what just happened. But I have to go. I just won't tell her theres no way she'll find out right?

Cheryl's POV

Toni just got home and she seemed a bit off. Like really off in fact when she came in she looked like she had ran here she was sweating so much. I just ignored it.
Until I tried to kiss her and she didn't kiss back.

" uh are you ok ?" I asked.

" yeah I'm fine."She said hesitantly

"You sure cause you didn't really kiss me back?" I said nervously.

" oh I'm sorry." She said playing with her fingers

"Toni if you don't like me then just tell me cause if you don't like me then I'll stop." I said depressed.

"No baby it's not you at all!" She said immediately.

"So what is it?" I asked concerned.

" you can't get mad if I tell you." She said slowly.

"Ok" I said.

" well when I was packing my ex came and was saying how he wanted to get with me. And I told him that I didn't like him. And he got really mad." She explained.

"Ok so why would I be mad about that?" I asked laughing a little.

" cause he kissed me and didn't really pull away. I might even kissed back." She stated looking at me.

I didn't know what to do or think. My eyes started to water. I was so upset and hurt. Then anger took over.

" ok well then..... GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY HOUSE YOU DUMB BITCH!" I yelled throwing her bag at her

"Cheryl wait I'm sorry let me explain!" She said trying to comfort me.

"HELL NO YOU'VE SAID ENOUGH NOW GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY HOUSE AND DON'T TOUCH ME!" I was so mad I could literally kill this bitch. How could she?!?!

"Baby please let me explain please I'm so sorry I never meant to hurt you." She said tears started to fall from her eyes.

"Toni leave now!" I said fighting back tears.

"Cheryl I- " she started

"LEAVE!" I shouted

" I'm not leaving you here alone Cheryl I love you too much." I said.

And that's all it took to trigger my darkness.

"Toni if you loved me then you wouldn't have done what you did now please do yourself a favor and leave BEFORE I KILL YOU!" I said look straight into her soul it felt like.

"Cheryl you're not gonna kill me." She said sitting on the bed.

I didn't say a word I just stared at her then turned around went into the bathroom and grabbed the knife that i tried to kill myself with. And look at her once more.

" I am so serious leave." I said pointing the knife at her heart.

"Fine I'll leave but please Cheryl give me the knife and I'll leave forever." She said walking over to me slowly. Then she started inching closer to me. I still held the knife with a good grip.

"No leave now!" I shouted holding the knife back but still pointed at her.

"Cheryl please!" She begged.

" now" I said.

"Fine but please be careful and don't do anything stupid and I love you." She said walking towards the door. And that's when I snapped out of my darkness. And fell to the ground crying until I couldn't breathe.........

Thanks for reading there will be a part two to this so just stay tuned 😊💜 love you bye😆