Rosalies Child chapter one

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*A.N - Firstly I apologize for the short ch. - really I do but I had to end it where it is and I would just be rambling otherwise - it's a bit of a filler until the end

The issue of where we would go after the birth was still unresolved; Esme and Carlisle had told us we were welcome as it was our home too but I wasn't sure, I love my family but I know that I may need some time alone with my baby. Emmett was also undecided so we were trying to solve the matter slowly, just taking everything one step at a time.

Little Renesmee and I spent almost a whole day together when she returned from the dogs. She brought in her beautiful designs for my little baby and we used our time to perfect them and talk:

"Nessie!" I exclaimed when I saw the large sketch. "You drew this?"

"Sure!" she smiled.

"You're very talented honey; don't tell Auntie Alice, but these are just as good as hers." She giggled and pulled her thumb and forefinger across her lips then jolted her hand behind her signing the zipping of her mouth and throwing away the key. She was the cutest thing I had ever seen.

"But why do you think it'll be a girl?" all of the designs were definitely for baby girls, what was everyone's reason for believing this?

"Hmmm... I don't know Auntie Rose. I just started designing and what came out was all of these girl baby clothes - maybe it's because that's what Auntie Alice thinks..."

"She does?" Another believer.

"Yeah! Have you not seen the Lemon and Pale pink dress yet, it's so amazing, she was just telling me that even without her psychic powers she just knew it would be a girl."

I suppose it figures. They would all side with Emmett; I could just imagine the look on his face when everyone told them of their agreement with him. "You know what we should?"

"Yes Auntie Rose?" Her little finger was twirling her waist length curls in the most adorable way.

"Well I was just thinking that I used to sow and embroider alot, I could teach you and we could make your designs together."

"Wow!" Her bronze ringlets bounced as she jumped from her Bratz chair and hugged me. "That would be so cool!"

Then I had a bit of a moment, I could just imagine Nessie being my child, and me teaching my little girl "family skills".

Within seconds I was once again aching for this baby to be in my arms.

It's been four days since I found out the horrendous weight I now tipped, making me an immensely brilliant 25 days pregnant. Esme has bought me cream after balm after oil. All to "help prevent stretch marks" I doubted very much that they would work be me being me I couldn't resist trying.

"Buttermilk oil, honey cream and coco butter anti stretch balm."

"Thanks Esme," I said, a little shamefully, my vanity was becoming a bit of an embarrassment.

"Its okay sweetie, I think I know what you're going through." She smiled almost wistfully and memories instantly sprang to mind.

(MEMORY)

"W-what happened to make you... like me?" I was scared to hell of my recent transformation and for the first few weeks I was only able to feel relatively comfortable around the woman vampire. She pulled her arm around me and gave me a small and authentic smile.

"I jumped off a cliff."

"Oh." There was a short silence and I thought that her memories must be private; just as I intended on keeping alot of mine, but then she began to speak again.

"I was pregnant, and I lost the baby."

"Oh." Yet again I was lost for words, what do you say to that?

"I was 6 months along you know, so close to becoming a mother, when I lost it, I just couldn't live anymore; my husband was a drunk and showing his violent side more and more each day. Most of my family had died in a fire when I was 6. I had nothing left to live for."

Silence once more.

(END MEMORY)

"I'm sorry."

"No need to be Rose, it was a long time ago, I have Carlisle now and I have you guys. You're all my children,"

"Thanks Esme. You really are the perfect mother, I doubt myself for a second and your always there to bring me back up again, you're the mother I never had." She was beside me in a flash and hugged me gently.

"Thank you Rose, you don't know how much it means to me."

She pulled up my top carefully and opened a bottle coco butter cream at the same time.

One second I was calm and tranquil, within a second the peaceful feeling had been blocked from mind which was now overflowing with hunger.

I could smell a human. My throat was suddenly dry and parched; the hungurous feeling I had strained to put to the back of my mind was now flinging itself forward with a vengeance.

My hand swung to my throat, clamping it closed, I stopped breathing, moving.

I had forgotten about Esme standing there in the "heat" of the moment, her eyes were bulging and she had one arm outstretched in front of my chest as if to prevent me from moving and the other dialling on her mobile at extreme speed, "Don't worry Rosalie, I'll have them out of here in two seconds, Edward is probably already taking them out right now. Just calm down."

I tried to stay calm, not breathing , but then I nearly blacked out, something inside me tried to leap from the table, I tried to stop myself, I just, Couldn't.

*A.N. - Reviews are very welcome x x*