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Several minutes later we had Emmalie dressed in the dress Alice and Renesmee had specially designed, her little hat also placed snugly on her tiny head.
Emmett repeatedly checked with me that I would be okay walking, not letting on how long for exactly but just that we would be walking for a little while; he almost pushed me into taking the car, but since it was nice and warm outside, I refused.
To prove that I could walk fine and the pain had practically all disappeared I ran upstairs -to collect some nappies, in truth it did sting a bit, and when I got there I was stuck between bringing a bottle of blood or not, in the end I decided to take it, if she did get hungry I would have nothing else to feed her with.
I ran back down stairs to find Emmalie already strapped up in the pram, staring and grasping intently at the colourful mobile hanging from her pram, above her head, the whole family was watching in awe, I interrupted them by bending down and placing the rest of our thing we would need for a walk in a casket below the pram.
It was only then I actually took a good look at both myself and Emmett and noticed we were both dressed in sweatpants and an old top; I was surprised Alice hadn't mentioned it already but maybe she was just trying her best to be sensitive, "Alice?"
"Yes," she turned to me, a smile brightening her face, "let's go upstairs and get you changed," she added, her grin widening; of course Alice would know what I needed.
I turned to Emmett first, "Go and get changed Emmett, you can't go outside like that," he nodded to me and followed us, giving my hand a quick squeeze before we separated at the top of the stairs, me heading towards Alice's bedroom, she happily pulled me towards, "why are we going into your bedroom?" I asked her.
"I have a few things I bought for you and you can take your pick from them, they're all stunning; but first, you're going to have to take a shower, you're hair is starting to smell of baby sick," I sniffed it self-consciously and she gave me a sheepish smile as I realised she was right, it probably wouldn't be detectable to humans, but it would certainly be detectable to the vampires I'm around 24/7.
So I quickly jumped into the shower, washing my hair and body quickly.
For the first time since the birth I looked down at my once spotless body, some of the bite marks had healed over completely, the venom most probably spilling over and healing them, but there were bite marks that had stayed, about three or four of them covered the front of my stomach, I could count two situated right at the top of my legs, I turned my head to check my back and found another few trailing down my back; I ran my pale fingers across them, the water dripping around the silky scars.
I took a deep breath, still shocked at what I had discovered, wondering if Emmett knew that I was scarred for good. I dressed in the dark, ripped skinny jeans, high, beautiful suede tan boots & a white sleeveless top, covered with netting at the top of it - it was dodgy and I almost decided not to wear them, what if they rode up and showed a scar? But it wasn't very likely so instead, I just chose to put the tan jacket on and make sure that my top half was completely covered up; I stepped back into Alice's room and found her standing opposite me.
I tried to give her a small smile as she turned her head towards me, her saddened expression showing me she already knew of my scarring. "It's okay Rose, you can tell me," I shook my head and she took a step forward, "you need to get it out," this time I nodded, but turned and walked to the window, unable to look at her as I told her of my imperfection. Silly I completely admit, but I just couldn't help it, it was embarrassing that I even cared when I had received a daughter because of these scars.
"Uhmm, it's just, that I'm... I'm covered in scars," I heard her walk up behind me and soon felt her cool arm wrap around me. I began to backtrack, my voice playing back in my head and I felt sorely unappreciative once more, "It doesn't matter though, I got what I wanted - everything that happened in-between was fair-"
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Rosalies Child chapter one
Fanfictionwhen Rosalie finally has the chance to have a baby what will happen