In the Next Life of Ours

Chapter VII

Ross POV

November starts and Coras training for their dance started. She always go home late so i always wait for her. And gueese what Blake is her partner . Siguro masayang masaya siya everytime they practice. And i see it in her eyes. I dont bother to tell her about my feelings ganon naman eh pag mahal mo kahit masaya siya sa iba mas pipiliin mong magparaya. Maghintay. Today early silang natapos kasi umuulan.

Cora:Lets go Ross

"Tapos na ba?"

Cora:oo eh

"Parang disappointed kpa talaga na tapos na practice mo ah"

Cora:ehh kasi ehh hahaha....tara na nga

"Magluluto pa tayo"

We walked home kasi nauna na sipang lahat. Maglalaba daw sila. We were walking and dala dala ko ang dancing shoes ni Cora. Masaya lang kami naglalakad talking about stuffs and kulitan. Normal samin yun parang bestfriend ko na nga siya eh kung more than that sana mas okay. Hahah but im okay of what we have now.

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There's no reason, there's no rhyme
I found myself blindsided by
A feeling that I've never known
I'm dealing with it on my own
Phone is quiet, walls are bare
I drink myself to sleep, who cares?
No one even has to know
I'm dealing with it on my own

I got way too much time to be this hurt
Somebody help, it's getting worse
What do you do with a broken heart?
Once the light fades, everything is dark
Way too much whiskey in my blood
I feel my body giving up
Can I hold on for another night?
What do I do with all this time?

"Tama na nga. Hoy ikaw na babae ka akala ko ba gusto mong matuto ng piano and drums."

Cora:Ross pagod talaga ako minsan and minsan busy tayo sa homework diba

"Sige na nga"

Pagdating namin ng flat naka ready na lahat. Inihanda na raw nina Kyrie and Hava. So nagluto nalang kmi ni Cora.

Cora: Ross ikaw ang mag gisa

"Hala ka sige try ko"

Tinuturuan ako ni Cora until we it simmer.

She even share that Blake ,her long time crush and her partner starts courting her. And she said okay. Almost 1 month na daw. So sa isip ko i should stop owning some of Blakes time. I should distant myself. So i tell her

"You know what Cors you're are that special to me. Even more than friends. But I always hold back to that something na "baka" mangyari yong mga bagay na inaasahan so i decided to stop.  But now all I want  for you is to be happy with Blake and see into where that love will bring you both. Always remember your limitations and your values. Kaya naman kitang hintayin eh kung kailan pwedi na and if im ready to fight for you"

Cora: alam ko naman yun eh. Na mahal mo ako. But i always think you deserve better. But by showing how much you care nawawala sa isip ko yung tinitingnan kong level. Kaya yon mas pinipili kong ibaling sa iba yung attention ko. And here Blake comes to the picture. I tried to find the love i want from other peole that i think will complete me. I always want that person na alam kong ka level ko lang. Knowing Blake doesnt have a family business din. He is just a commoner like me so i stick to that concept. So sa tingin ko ma wowork namin yun diba.

"Tanga di ako mayaman sina mama oo pero ako hindi hahahah"

Cora: this is serious maybe. Maybe ha if only I knew your feelings before the destiny might change. Pero nandiyan na eh nandiyan na si Blake and i just can't simply abandon him by knowing you love me. We have to choose what is right always . "CHOOSE WHAT IS RIGHT"  and i think this is the right thing to do for now

"I know,i know. Always remember I will always be by your side. Kami. And one things stop thinking that the basis of love is not on the wealth but how you accept one another. Promise me nothing will change"

Cora :ofc mahal kita eh ayiiieee ahhaha

"Tanga!Pakiabot ng pachoy"

Cora:ha?!

"Yung green na dahon bilis "

Cora:wahahhahawahhahahahwhahahaha hahahahahha

"Ano?!"

Cora:pechay to Ross pechay

"No its pachoy i heard it before from mom"

Cora: hahahah im telling you its a pechay i swear

"Wait maybe its just soundlike,No I trust what I've heard"

Cora:Ross i swear it is what it is

"Wait ill search it"

Cora:hahaha go see for your self

"🙄🙄☝️ so i must feel ashamed"

Cora:hahahah you're may ultimate kakaibabe. Wala kang katulad

"Tanga sabuyan kita ng sabaw diyan eh"

Cora:you're cute my pachoy hahha

"Tirisin kita eh"

She hugged me from the back . Ganon naman siya talaga eh sa lahat.

"Guys kain na"

Cora: guys kain na ang sarap ng luto ng pachoy ko☺☺😝😝😝

"I hate you Coraline Ward"

Hava:why sounds cute . Sounds like pechay

Maegan:hahahah its okay di naman nagagalit yan kapag si Cora mang inis eh.

Coralines POV

Mahirap itago yung iyak na alam mong nasayang yong chance. Nasayang kasi kung sana mas naunang magsabi si Ross sana siya yung nagpapasaya sa akin ngayon as he always do. Pero sabi ko lang pipiliin ko yung tama. Tama na magbibigay ng peace to whatever i do. Friends naman kami and that is what important. I hugged him tight from the back na alam kong maaring masaktan siya. Pero parang wala lang naman sa kaniya normal. Habang ako sabog na sabog na ang puso. So after we are done doing our homework nagsipag ayos na and im the last one who used the bathroom. Kaya free akong umiyak ng umiyak. Paglabas ko tulog na sila.

Ross Pov

After ng dinner gawa ng assignments and nagsibalik na sa rooms. So i kept what happened between Cora and I. Si Fen lang ang may alam about don

"Fen hoy Fen!"

Fen:oh ano yon bro

"Blake started courting Cora"

Fen:what the f**** sino may sabi

"Siya but we clear things naman and nothing will change"

Fen: right time will come ku g para sayo yon bro. Masakit noh pa peteks peteks kapa kasi kaya yan naunahan kana hahah

"Tanga. But if Blake is Coras happiness, why not give them the freedom they deserve"

Fen:bait mo talaga Ross. You always sacrufice for other people happiness.  Thats why successful yang business mo eh

"Hahaha gago"

Fen:cheer up! Malapit na ang annual battle of the bands. Kalimutan mo na muna ang puso na yan . Dapat manalo tayo this year so we can participate the national competetion.