I'm not helping
Its a fear that I live with every day
Useless is all I'll ever be
These are the words I dare not say
That doesn't mean they are not there
Words blazing pain in my mind
A reminder that I'm not good enough
A world I can not leave behind
Disappointment rested on his face
I let him down again
I try not to really
All I feel is pain
He will tell me that it's not my fault
All I need to do is think
The problem is I do
I run myself to the brink
I guess I will have to do better
I'll have to change
Replace how I did things
Another thing I'll have to rearrange
This is for the the better
My mindset can't go on
Try as I must
My thinking will be wrong
I'm sorry for the pain I caused
I didn't mean to I swear
I didnt mean to do it
I promise I really do care
I'm not making excuses
What I did was really wrong
Next time I'll think
Next time I'll bring my head along
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poems of an angry angel
PoetryI don't know exactly how to explain it it's a book of a original poems. A lot of them are sad if you don't like sad things probably shouldn't read this. They are also full of determination. That I just want to change and writing it out makes it easi...
