Lannan's pov
"But you don't.....you don't love me and you shouldn't I'm a piece of shit and you.....". My talking got stopped as soon as fresh jammed his face into mine. I pushed him away. "You don't have to pretend that you love me" I screamed and started to stand. "I'm not I love you lannan which is why I have to ask you....lannan will you be my boyfriend. I have loved you since way back when you made Reddit videos and I could never get over the crush that I had on you and I want to make you mine....even if we don't stay together I want people to know that you were mine for a little bit.." I started to cry.
Fresh's pov
He starts to cry as I pull out a rose from the bin with food in it. "Come on lannan I love you and I want you to feel the bruises on your neck and remember me" I plead. "No...I love you to much to let you fall into the abyss that I have made in the last couple of years for myself. I love you too but....I can't do that to you.".....and with that he was gone, he left, he ran off into the park beer looking back and never regretting his choices.
Texts (lannan's pov)
.!.!.!.
Hey I don't care if I was
just friend-zoned all I care
about is not letting you
think of yourself like this
even if you don't love me
back I feel like it is my job
to keep you from being
alone like this so
VENUE
4:30
TOMORROW X
Read 3:34
Me
Okay I am sorry you haven't
done anything bad enough
to make it okay for you to
love me or be in love with me
.!.!.!.
You can't be like this
you don't deserve to
be treated like this
even if it is by yourself
it isn't healthy and you
shouldn't be cutting
yourself
you thought that u didn't see
your arms but I did
DONT DO THAT TO
YOURSELF you may think
that there is no one who is
there for you and that nobody
cares but I do so please don't
YOU ARE READING
What streams can do to a man // lazarbeam x fresh
Fanfiction(I don't know how they met but this is MY story and I am making it up as I go) fresh is playing fortnite. he is playing off stream to help him even more and he plays with duos fill on. he starts to hyperventilate when he notices he just spawned with...
