Jealous Is My Middle Name

{05} - sleepover

After school had ended, Rylee and I walked outside.

"Hey hold on a second. I need to wait for someone. I'll meet you in the car yeah?" I say, stopping in my place.

"Yeah okay. Don't be long!" Rylee says. He continues walking towards my jeep as I stand and wait for Lydia.

Every time the doors open, I look over in hopes of it being Lydia. It wasn't for the last 4 times.

Soon enough, Lydia walks out the doors and down the stairs soon to be stopped by me.

"Hey Lydia can I talk to you for a second." I say stopping her from going any further.

"Yeah sure Stiles. What's up?" Lydia responds.

"I want to come out. To everyone. But, I never have good timing. Can you help me?" I say.

"Yeah of course I'll help you! Maybe you should start with one person." Lydia recommends.

"Yeah, maybe. I invited Scott over my house with Rylee." I say.

"Ew you're gonna make him third wheel without even knowing?" Lydia responds. She gives me a stern look as if I was stupid for suggesting it. "Okay well maybe come out to him first."

"Yeah. Okay thanks Lydia. I'll text you." I say. "Oh no. It's going to be so awkward isn't it?"

"Probably." Lydia responds.

"No, Scott and I haven't spoken since the breakup. Well we have, but not like a proper conversation!" I yell out, starting to get anxious.

"Hey Stiles! Don't worry about it. You're going to be fine!" Lydia says. I give her a small smile, followed by a nod. She walks away to her car and I do the same.

I hop in the front seat of my car, only to be greeted by a kiss on the cheek by none other than Rylee.

"Hey Stiles. Who were you talking to?" Rylee asks.

"Lydia. I'm going to tell Scott that I'm gay." I say. I turn over and look at Rylee. He just gives me a smile in response.

God, Rylee can be so sweet sometimes. Oh who am I kidding! Rylee is sweet all the time! He's the sweetest boy I've ever met in my whole life! I just wish he knew that, and stop doubting himself. He's perfect. Absolutely per- okay I need to stop.

I pull up in front of my house and Rylee and I walk inside. We walk up to my room and wait for Scott's arrival.

Whilst we wait, Rylee and I talk about me coming out to everyone. It's scary to think about, but I'm sure they'll accept me. I mean they had no problem with Danny or mason. They'll have to accept me!

But what if they don't... what if I'm totally wrong about how they'll react.

"Oi! Stiles! Stop overthinking. Again I will come out first of you want. If that'll make you feel more comfortable." Rylee says, pulling me out of my thoughts.

"How did you know-" I start.

"You always have this look on your face when you're thinking of things that upset you." Rylee says.

"Wow... someone really pays attention! Unlike everyone else." I say looking down at the ground.

"Hey." Rylee says, placing a hand on my cheek and making me look up at him. "Stop it. You're perfect. And if no one else can see that, then they are so beyond blind."

He didn't stutter once. He really meant it. God he is amazing.

We get interrupted by someone knocking on the door. Scott?