Jealous Is My Middle Name

{2|02} - Scott's house

At Scott's house.

Scott and I sit down on Scott's bed, holding hands. We're finally official. I don't even know how long I've waited for this at this point. I'm glad it's finally happened though.

"Stiles?" Scott says after a few minutes.

"Yeah?" I reply.

"What are you thinking about?" He asks.

"Um... I'm thinking about us." I say.

"What about us?" Scott asks.

"About how you like me back. I never thought you would. You were always so happy with Allison I figured you didn't even think about me anymore. Like we were drifting." I say.

"Yeah I'm really sorry about all of that. Allison practically forced me to go everywhere with her. Even if I didn't want to." Scott says.

"Yeah, you've mentioned something like that before..." I say. "Im just glad shes finally out of the picture. I was getting sick of you two always running off to make out. And that day where I had to drop you both of to school, oh that was torturous."

"I noticed you zoning out. And I'm guessing when you said you hated allison that wasnt a joke?" Scott asks.

"Nope. Fully true." I say. Scott chuckles a little, and so do I.

"How could I have been so blind." He says.

"What do you mean?" I ask.

"I didn't even notice how you felt, and all the evidence was right in front of me." He says.

"Well I wasn't really open with it... and no one else in the group noticed." I say.

"They never notice the important things." He says. I give him a confused look. "They always forget about you, and you are the most important person in our group. They just can't see that. So maybe they are the blind ones after all."

God Scott is amazing. He always knows what to say. Always. I just hope he doesn't tear me to peices and leave me behind like everyone else.

"Stiles?" Scott asks.

"Yeah?" I reply.

"Are you okay?" He asks.

"Yeah, I'm fine." I reply.

"You sure?" He asks.

"No... I need you to promise me something." I say.

"What is it?" He asks.

"Promise you won't leave me." I say. He looks at me dumbfounded before replying.

"Of course Stiles! I promise I will never leave you. I'll stick by your side forever." He says. I pull him into a hug.

"Thank you Scott." I say. "Thank you..."

"No problem. I love you Stiles." He says, tightening the hug. I bury my head in Scott's shoulder with a smile on my face. He puts one of his hands on my head and  rushes through my hair. It's so relaxing. I feel so calm. I feel great.

I feel myself slowly dozing off in Scott's arms. Where i want to be. Where i need to be. I can help but feel safe and comfortable when I'm with him.

"Stiles?" Scott says quietly.

"Mmh?" I respond, still dozing off to sleep.

"Do you want to sleep?" He asks.

"Yeah..." I reply. He let's me go and moves my arms off of him. He lays me down on his bed and gets up to turn off the light. After that he walks back to the bed and hops in himself.

As soon as he gets comfortable, he wraps his arms around me and pulls me close to him. Obviously I let him. He whispers sweet nothing's into my ear, soothing me to sleep. Then again, I still can't.

"Still having trouble sleeping Stiles?" Scott asks after a while.

"Yeah..." I say back.

"Me too..." He says.

"Do you wanna go for a drive? That's usually what I do when I can't sleep." I say, sitting up.

"Yeah sure." he says. We both stand up and walk outside to my car. I decide to let Scott drive cause I'm a little spacey. I hop on the passenger seat and rest my head against the door whilst Scott starts the car. He starts driving and I'm not really paying attention to where we're going.

"Where are we going?" I ask softly.

"I dunno. I'm just kinda driving." Scott responds.

I reach out and hold Scott's free hand tightly. I see a slight smile creeping onto his face. He is so beautiful. He is so mine!

After that, everything went black. I fell asleep. No nightmares. No pain. No nothing. Just pitch black. So peaceful. So quite. So... relaxing.