Kianna
I sat on the floor packing my bags , there was no point in locking the door because if Dave wanted to get in he was going to get in . I opened the drawer and seen a full bottle off pills . tf . I read the bottle and it said David Brewster , IED.
Why wouldn't Dave tell me he had IED, that definitely explains all the anger but it doesn't make me forgive him , I wanted to stay and help him get healthy and start taking his medicine but I can't I need time away for the sake of this baby and me .
"YOU FUCKED THAT NIGGA WHILE CARRYING MY BABY ??" Dave yelled as he busted in the room and I sighed .
"Dave I did not cheat on you ." I responded calmly, not feeling like getting worked up .
"Bullshit."
"Ok believe what you want ." I said .
"And when was you gone tell me you was pregnant."
"I was gonna surprise you on your birthday but you know now ."
"So if you ain't fuck him why he texting that he love you ."
"Because he's a friend and friends can love eachother." I said and he sighed I think realizing he was wrong .
"My bad Ki-."
"Save it ." I said and he rubbed his face .
"Where you gong ??"
"A hotel ."
"Oh hell nah no you not , we can work this out, I don't know it's just sometimes I can't control my anger ."
" I know I seen the pills , which you don't take , Dave honestly you have to start taking them for the Sake of you ." I said .
"I know , I just don't like taking that shit it make me feel some type of way ."
"I don't give a fuck , you think this relationship gone work with you doing shit like that ??" I yelled and he sighed and got up and pulled me to him .
"Nooo Dave move , you're not winning me back that easily this time ." I said trying to pull away but he never loosened his grip . I'm so confused , I want my baby to have the perfect life with both of his parents but this relationship is TOXIC as fuck .
"You don't really wanna leave ." He mumbled putting his head into my neck . And I shook my head , no I'm not going to let him keep doing this .
"I need you Kianna , I really do , you can't leave like every body else ." He said and I sighed and grabbed his face making him look at me.
"I'm not leaving you Dave , this is just a break , it's the best thing for all three of us , I promise this is what we need ." I said and he let me go .
"Okay ." He said as he left the room and I heard the front door slam . I didn't tell him about the house because that would mess with his head even more.
I finished packing up my stuff , and I went and checked on the kids and their stuff had been packed considering they never really got a chance to unpack .
"Hey jay ." I said sitting next to him .
"Wassup ."
"You feeling okay ." I asked and he nodded .
"I appreciated what you did last night."
"It's nothing , that shit just bothered me ."
"I know it's not going to happen again."
"You done with that nigga ?" He asked and I sighed.
"I technically can't be done with him because I am carrying his child , but we're on a break ." I said and he sucked his teeth.
"Man fuck him that baby don't need him , he got uncles."
"That's would be really selfish for me to keep Dave's baby from him."
"He was Being real selfish when he almost killed yo ass last night ." He mumbled and I sighed and got up .
"We're leaving in 10." I said before leaving the room. This is not how my life if is supposed to be right now. I'm only in my 20's , two kids , one on the way , a toxic relationship, no parents, there was only one person I could call right now.
"Bestfriend." I said as soon as she answered the phone .
"Yes pooh what's wrong ??"
"I'm so stressed everything is going so wrong ,and I can't handle it please come over ." I said as tears escaped my eyes.
"Bet ." She said hanging up the phone and I went upstairs into my room , and Instantly smelled Dave's aroma , which only made me wanna stay more.
10 minutes later
"KIANNAAA ." I heard Chantel loud ass screaming .
"IN HERE ." I responded and the door opened and she came in and sat next to me.
"Talk to me babe ."
"I feel like nothing in my life goes right, it's like I'm not good enough , not good enough for Dave, not good enough for my mom to stay, not good enough for my brother because I shook my ass for cash, and because I'm not leaving Dave, not good enough for my baby because he's not even here yet and everything's already falling apart." I said now In tears .
"Ohh Ki , you are the most beautiful person ever , you have such a caring soul , you're funny , smart, talented, and anybody who can't appreciate that is the dumbass not you , I respect your hustle you got your money by any means , you ain't sit on yo ass and sulk , you got in yo bag regardless of what you did to get in it , you're going to be a wonderful mother for that baby with or without Dave , and just know you'll forever have me in your corner ." She said pulling me into a hug , this is why I loved her she can always make me feel better about anything .
