Dear Diary,
I'm still doing it. I can't seem to stop. I hate myself so much it pains me, and now I'm hurting everyone around me.
It's addictive, extremely addictive. I am so afraid of what I'm doing to myself. I really do hope I die... but that proves to be a negative thought.
Mom says I'm not trying to get better, that I'm just making it worse. But she doesn't even understand. She doesn't understand that I am so unconfident; that I don't feel like I belong.
Now, my father, as well as my mother, are sending me to a boarding school. But it's in fucking Rhode Island. Can you even imagine how hurt I feel, how neglected.
They say that I can make friends, and maybe even start a new life. But they just don't understand that HE won't let me. He will force me to stay.
He says he loves me, but I don't feel the same way anymore.
My parents don't even know. They just want me to be perfect. But how could they except that from someone who is the exact opposite?
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RomanceGabrielle is the badass, not giving a second thought about any bitch. Anabeth is the innocent, yet secretive girl. There unlikely bonding turns into downward spiral to hell and back.
