Scars

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Eren has locked himself in his room for Weeks now and ive had enough! Maybe i do like that brat..despite that, he could be hurting himself? No, hes a strong soldier..whatever happened cant be that Hurtful..right?

"E-Eren? Its me, Captain Levi, as your superior, i'd wish to see you. Open the door."

...

"Brat. That was an order. You know all too well im capable of breaking that door down!"

To my surprise, i hear footsteps slowly grow nearer to see Eren open the door, his brown hair is messy and he has visable purple bags and red marks under his eyes from lack of sleep and irritation. I notice he's wearing the long sleeve uniform, which only worries me more..

"S-sorry about my appearence sir..i..i know you dont like mess but..."

"Dont worry about it, now..."

I grab his hand and close the door behind me, we sit at his bed and i continue to hold his hand.

"What's wrong, cadet?"

He looks taken- aback by that question..something is seriously wrong..

"C-captain..i.."

"I dont wanna hear excuses Jaeger. I can tell when youre lying"

He sighs, his eyes filling with tears and glossing over..

"I..I..ITS ALL MY FAULT!"

he buries his face in his hands and sobs, it fucking hurt seeing him so broken..

"What? Eren..what is your fault?"

"Y-Your s-squad! Its all my f-fault..! If i hadnt been so reckless..Th-they wouldnt have had to s-save me"

That stung...He thinks its HIS fault?! No way..

"E-Eren i-"

He throws himself ontop of me and grasps onto me and sobs into my chest

"Jaeger..."

"Im sorry! IM SO SORRY!"

"E-Eren..Why do you think it was your fault?"

"H-heichou..i..if i wasnt so reckless th-"

"Listen Jaeger..it was NOT your fault what happened! If anyone was to blame it was Oluo for being a fucking show off to you! And by no means should you feel that way!"

"But..they were..They were your only family Heichou!"

"You little shit..why do you care so much..?"

"I..i know what youve been through s-sir..i hate to know but..to be honest..you are and always have been my idol..and..i hate seeing you upset and dont want to be the reason why!"

Im shocked...he truly cares..maybe the rumors are true...little Eren Jaeger has a crush~ i hope so..truth be told, ive developed a soft spot for him..im not completely sure why..

"Eren...you will Never be the reason i feel sadness..truthfully you cure that.."

"W-wait ...what?"

"You make me Happy Eren.."

"C-corporal i.."

He sobs again..

"Shh..just cry.. you have me right here.."

"Thank you..."

Tch..hes so cute..Damn..

Hes cuddling up against my chest trancing letters on the bed beside us, i decipher it to be 'i love you' and damn that was cute..though..i notice red horizontal lines on his forearm! This adorable, beloved hero is cutting his beautiful skin!

"Eren."

"Hm? Yes?"

"I want you to be honest with me..Im not mad.."

"Okay..?"

"Why are there cuts on your arm?"

I grab his arm, making him gasp at the contact.

"L-Levi!"

"Wh-why? Did you even consider how i would- i mean..how Mikasa or Armin would feel?"

"Captain..?! Youre..Youre tearing up!"

And indeed i was..for the first time in 7 years..i was crying..Eren meant more to me than my own life!

"I-i Cant lose you Eren..please! P-please dont cut yourself!"

"I..im sorry..sir..i..I cant do anything right"

"I swear on my parents' graves..I will protect you till the day i die!"

"I..Oh levi!"

He pulls me into his arms wrapping his arms around me sobbing into my shoulder

"I..i have to tell you Levi..."

"Tell me anything..."

"I..i love you.."

"Tch..i love you too brat..."

We stay cuddling for a while, before hanji busts through the door like some mad little fucker!

"Shitty glasses! The fuck?!"

"Sorryyyyyyy!!!! I just need Eren for a minute!!"

"Hanji, you unthoughtful cunt!"

"Huh? Hes okay now!"

"SO?! YOU CANT JUST BUST IN AND TAKE HIM FOR YOUR DUMB TESTS! HES A FUCKING HUMAN BEING! NOT SOME OBJECT YOU CAN GIVE AND TAKE! FUCKING USE ANNIE'S BODY!"

"y-Yes sir!"

Eren POV

I'd never seen Him so angry and Hanji so scared, it seemed one wrong move could kill her, and truthfully,it could. After her scolding she pleaded to do it and that sent Levi over the edge

"THATS FUCKING IT! WHY WERE YOU THE ONLY ONE THAT LIVED?!"

he ran at her and kicked her in the gut,

"Levi...just drag her out..im sure you dont need to beat her here and now.."

"But Eren-"

"Please?"

"Sigh...fine..."

He kicks her out(Litterally) and returns to me..

"Thanks.."

"Not a problem, Amour~"

God i loved it when he spoke french! It was hot as hell!

"I love it when you speak french, captain~"

"As i do when you speak German~"

He grabs my hips, i wrap my arms around his chest and  we just stand there transfixed in eachothers embrace..unconciously i leaned closer and kissed him, he gasps in shock but quickly melts into the kiss pulling me closer and grabs the back of my head, deepening the kiss, he tasted surprisingly sweet , he bites my lip, i resist a moan and he uses that to slip his tongue in my mouth, we seperate, a string of saliva connecting our lips still..gasping for breath we hear movement and a squeak

"Eek! Sorry~! Didnt mean to interrupt~!"
Historia.

We both separate and stare at her flustered

"Leave, cadet."

"yes sir! Ill tell everyone not to disturb you. Your secret is safe with me!"

She leaves

"Shes a godess.."

"Tch.."

"Awh levi..i only love you!~"

I kiss him on the forehead..

"Tch..youre mine..i love you too..and yes..she is a godess.."



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