-ariya pov-
it was the next day and i was sleeping beside jahseh. i woke up in his arms and i got scared.
i looked under the covers to see if i had any clothes on. i did , which were a green revenge hoodie with some black shorts.
i looked at jahseh sleeping peacefully, which made my heart full of joy because, he is just so adorable ..
"stop riya stop" i said to myself as i was thinking about jahseh.
i slowly heard jahseh groan and wake up.
"stop what?" he said as he was still opening his eyes. his voice was really raspy.
"jahseh i have a question and please answer truefully..." i said as i looked at him.
"go on" he said to me.
"do you like me as in dating wise?"
jahseh stopped and looked at me. his cheeks began to look red and he started sweating.. i knew something was up. he doesnt normally act like this.
"no why would you thi- fuck." he said under his breath.
"ariya .. i really do like you and i cant hide it anymore." he said
"after you gave me a lap dance , your outfit and how we call eachother baby.. we known eachother for a long ass time and i know you dont feel the same way but i really like you and i just-" his sentence was stopped after i picked his head up and looked to see him crying.
"Jahseh.... why didnt you tell me"
"i didnt want to ruin what we had as friends.. i tried to cover it up by being all happy but im just so sad.. im sorry im telling you this i know we finally just reunited but i couldnt hold it in... ever since 2012 i met you i been having a crush on you.. no matter what bitches i fucked , what bitches i talked to .. i could never get over you.. im so sorry ariya.." he said while he was still crying.
"dont be sorry.. its just-"
"its just?" he said in confusion
"i cant date yet until im 18.. my mom is very strict about me with guys.. and i really like you too jahseh .." i say as my eyes tear up.
"ariya .. dont cry" he says as he grabs me for a hug.
"i love you so much.. more than you could ever know.. please talk to me if you need anything.." i say as i get up and leave his house.
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i woke up the next morning and i went straight into my moms room.
"momma why cant i date" i said to her seriously.
"because you not aloud to.. remember what i told you about sex!! and kids?!" she said while she was yelling at me.
i was so mad at her because i couldnt even be with the person ive loved and adored for so so long ..
so i went off.
"momma idk why you think ima get pregnant off a nigga .. like i know how to protect my fucking self." then i slap her in her face. i hate seeing my baby sad like that. i cant tell anybody this..
"GET THE FUCK OUT YOU PSYCHOTIC BITCH!" my mon yelled at me . so i packed my things in a duffle bag and i left.
slow tears came down my eyes.. i couldnt believe i did that..
i needed to call someone.. i called Jahseh.
"Hello?" Jahseh said. he sounded tired and his voice was really raspy.
