The revenge of Lucy Heartfilia the mystic reaper

Chapter 4 feelings and funeral plans

~Erza's pov~

I'm with Wendy whose been crying all along. If only I wasn't being looked up by Wendy then I'd be crying non stop. I see the church and I suddenly remembered that it's for Lucy, Every step I take my chest feels heavier than ever. I suddenly felt guilty for Lucy's death....

~Gray's POV~

I'm picking a coffin for Lucy's dead body with Juvia.... Juvia felt really sad that her Lucy (A\N Juvia stopped calling Lucy love rival when Lucy died. She found out from Cana that Lucy LOVES Natsu). It's sooo depressing that my little sister-like friend. I can't believe she's dead. My little sister....... Man I feel so heavy now that I'm in front of the coffin shop. We got a white coffin with gold linings and flowers engraved to it, and left the coffin shop as fast as possible... I suddenly felt like crying

~Juvia's pov.~

Hehe. Juvia doesn't have a love rival anymore *sniff*. If only Juvia knew about Lucy loving Natsu then Juvia could have been friends with her..... Juvia doesn't want Lucy to get between Juvia and Gray. That Juvia reached the point that Juvia took advantage of her by beating her with the guild. Now that Juvia notices, only Lucy accepted Juvia when Juvia was new. Only Lucy took care of Juvia when Juvia got beaten in missions. Only Lucy still smiled at Juvia even if Juvia had held her captive. Even when Juvia was possessed by the freaky dude at the tower of heaven Lucy still smiled at Juvia and fought for Juvia. Lucy had always been by Juvia's side even if Juvia called her love rival... (A\N it was sooo hard to make this POV. I hate third language, but I love Juvia)

~Natsu's POV~

Lucy..... Lucy.... Lucy!.... LUCY.... LUCY!!! I yelled her name. I only wanted her to stay by my side.... Who am I kidding, after what I did to her, even a super sweet girl like her wouldn't be with me... I wanted her to step aside but I never wanted her dead... I regret EVERYTHING I did to her. Just thinking about her drives me insane. Now Cana's words from 10 years ago made sense now... I did bring her to fairytail. And I'm also the reason why she's gone... And that's when it hit me..... I love Lucy. And if I'm right Cana said she had fallen for me. But now I can never bring back the smile and girl I love.... Now I'll never be able to tell her I'm sorry...... Now I'll never be able to make things right...... Now I'll never be able to tell her I love her..... Now I'll never be able to be with her..... Now I'll never be able to protect her. But I didn't even try to protect her when she died..... I wasn't there by her side. I broke her.... I should've handled her with care...... Now I'll never be able to hug her and tell her what I feel and sorry over and over again until she forgives me....... Now she's dead. It's all my fault. I feel so sick and wicked.

~Cana's pov~

Hey Lucy where ever you are. I'm sorry I didn't go after you. If it wasn't for you I'd never be S-class, still be in Fairytail, and dead. You saved me from my death even if you had to risk yours, and now I'm not even able to save you. Even help you I didn't try to. I shouldn't have obeyed master and went after you. You saved me even if you were on the verge of dying and I didn't even try to save you. I'm an awful friend. I don't deserve to be the Titania. I'm a hundred percent sure I won't be drinking beer till this feeling gets out of me.

~Natsu's pov~

I got up from my bed that's not so comfortable as Lucy's and called happy. I asked him. Hey.... Happy I know you're furious at me but why don't we stay at Lucy's apartment for a bit.... In a frown he looked at me still with disgust...(A/N Happy hasn't talk to Natsu ever since he found out about Lucy's death. He has been disgracing him for that) and silently but he knows Natsu will be able to heat it sad tone ....aye....

~Levy's pov~

Hey Lu-chan... I'm sooooo sorry best.... I'm the worst friend ever. I even hit you with my solid script. I totally miss you. I have the novel you gave me. Tho it's not finished I'll take really good care of it. I hurt you... You made me and Gajeel a couple. I know I have no right to call you Lu-chan cause you might hate me now. But I'm really sorry. Tho sorry can't fix what happened. I hope you come back.... I feel like I want to yell your name over and over again and ask you to come back and don't leave me ever again. I want to scream my heart out in the nearest cliff. My heart is heavy knowing that you're gone, and I never even bothered to take time to notice you. I had once. You were at the infirmary with a super big wound. Blood all over your clothes. Your clothes burnt, and only a few bits remains. Dried tears by the side of your eyes. Scratches, wounds, cuts, and scrapes all over your body. It looked like you had one hell of a beating. Tho I know I caused one of those scars because of my solid script. I know that you're put into a comma and I didn't even bother to look at you one more time. After what I did... Not even such a warm hearted person like you can forgive. I'm not worthy to call you a friend. I'm a disgrace. And now you're dead and I'll never be able to ask for your forgiveness and see your smile that can brighten up anyone's day no matter how rough it was. Now that I notice when Lisanna came back, even if we still beat you half dead. Ignore you. And treat you like trash. You never stopped smiling. You never thought bad about us. And you still greeted everyone. Even if we only shot you glares. I regret. Every single thing I did. I don't deserve such an angel like best friend. Lucy the angel..... Sounds good. It sounds meant to be. And we are the devils who ruined her life. She only had 2 years of joy and the rest of her life in hell even if she never deserved it. She is like a angel. And we took advantage of it... *suddenly burst out into tears*

~Everyone'pov~

I/Juvia miss you Lucy/Lushee/Lucy-san/Luce/Lucy-chan!!!! I/Juvia regret(s) everything!!!! Come back to us!!!!

πAni-chan here I'm sorry for the short chapter again... Hehe my bad. I can't help it. Exams are coming. I actually have one today and on Monday. Thos is Ani-chan and I'm outπ