Exoism

Dear my Deer

Dear My Deer, My Air, My world, My universe, My star, My everything, My life, My manly Luhan,

Tangina, hindi ko alam kung saan magsisimula, kung saan ko uumpisahan, but one thing is I'm sure for now, I'm hurting, I'm drowning from too much pain.

Tbh the moment I found out you're leaving or more like you left. It felt like my whole world stopped, like the time paused for a moment, like everything became black and white... everything just became Colorless and my life became Lifeless.

I want you to stay, but who am I to ask you? I'm just a fan. A fan standing in a sea of people who also love and adore you. I'm one of them. I promised myself that someday I'll able to meet you, because I'm working hard.

It's fcking hard to look at your Tree of life losing it's branches like in a blink of an eye, one brach will always fall. I couldn't help but cry myself out. Idk if I can still wait for a comeback knowing you'll never dance and sing with them again. I understand you, and I'm actually letting you go. You made this decision so I know you'll be happy, and as your fan girl I'll always support you no matter what.

You made my life better than I expected. My life used to be dull, but thanks to you and to exo, I have a lot of friends, intl friends, I experienced tweeting over night and spazzing my heart out. I couldn't ask for more.

Lu, I may not know how much you cried and suffered, but I always knew how much you wanted to go home and hug your family. I'm so proud of you, and finally you're miles away from the hell and cruelty.

I will not stop believing that someday... I know someday you guys, Exo will be reunited again. I love you Lu. I know someday, someone will replace you, someone will make me fall in love again, someone will make me feel like what you did... someone whom will I love deeper than you. We all know that someday, you'll fall for someone, you'll be married and by that time, I'll still gladly support you.

Thanks for the smiles, the moments, for changing me. Thank you for everything and I wish you all the best in this world. Be happy forever.

- m oo n

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Hello guys, another painful issue isn't it? I know I don't have the very rights to say this but, guys we need to accept this, He deserves better.They deserve better. Sment is too cruel for them .

Losing a member counts numbers of exo Ls leaving this fandom but we're strong enough to stay like the other members did, right? If we're hurting, don't you think the other members are hurting twice painful than us?

They're suffering too, so guys let's all pray and hope that someday, they'll reunite again, /Virtual Hugs you// We're not alone in this journey, we will be fine soon.