Chapter 4

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I woke up with Bailey licking my face. I laughed and picked him up. He looked a little like a husky, which were my favorite breed of dogs. He was adorable. I carried him into the living room, where Ryan was playing video games. I picked up a controller with my free hand and sat next to him.

"Can I play with you?" I asked.

"Uh, um, sure." He nervously replied. He was shaking.

"Ryan is everything alright?" I put my hand on his back and he winced.

"I-I'm fine. I'll be back." He got up and went to his room. He came out wearing a robe.

"I'm good now. I'm a nervous person, that's all." He shaking his leg up and down.

"Are you sure you're okay?" I rubbed his back. He smiled.

"Yeah, I'm fine." He grabbed the controller and went back playing. Every few minutes, he would inch a centimeter closer to me. Soon, he was practically sitting in my lap.

"Ryan move over. You're sitting on my thigh." He put his hand on mine.

"Listen, I like you. A lot. I don't think you should be dating Brendon. You should date me." His hazel eyes sparkled.

"Ryan, I can't. First off, I barely know you. And second, I love Brendon." Ryan leaned over and lightly kissed my lips. I wanted to go further, but I knew if I did, I couldn't turn back around. Ryan blushed.

"Oh my gosh, I'm so sorry. Fuck, why did I want to join? I knew I would get myself in this trouble."

"Ryan, it's okay. Stay with us. You made Brendon more happy. I'm glad you're here." I hugged him. His heart was racing. I continued to hug him, seeing how long he could last. After a minute, he pushed me off.

"Let's get back to the game," he said, looking back at the screen. Bailey was barking at Brendon's door and scratching it. He was whining. I got up and opened the door a little bit. Bailey squeezed through and jumped up on the bed. Brendon yelped and I sat back down, trying not to laugh. Brendon walked out with a pissed off look on his face and he sat down next to me.

"Bailey just scared the living shit outta me. The dog just got a new song wrote for him." I giggled, trying not to burst out laughing.

"You put him in there, didn't you?" Brendon growled.

"Maybe I did. He wanted to see his daddy." Brendon grinned.

"Well, mommy should've taken care of him. Daddy shouldn't be taking care of him everyday."

"Daddy said he would feed him and clean up after him."

"You guys are scaring me," Ryan said, moving away from us.

"You'll understand when you get a girlfriend," Brendon said, reaching over and ruffling his hair.

"Well, we'll be in the bedroom. Doing stuff..." Brendon picked me up.

"What do you mean we?" I replied. He carried me into the bedroom and put me on the bed. Bailey jumped up and started licking my face. He laid on my chest.

"Brendon, can I read your lyrics?" I asked as he laid down on the bed.

"No. It's top secret. You can't know."

"But, I'll do anything." He raised an eyebrow.

"Anything?" I giggled.

"I was kidding. Now let me see."

"No."

"But Brenny..." I whined. I pecked his lips.

"No matter what you do, you're not looking at the lyrics."

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