Judgment

Mom? Is that You?

"I promise your ears aren't playing tricks on you. You're always welcome to come in."

(Hoseok's P.O.V.)
I look around. I'm in the hospital outside the surgery room. I look around confused.
"Am I dead?" I ask myself.
I start walking back to the room.
"What happened!?" I hear Namjoon ask.
"Taehyung start yelling at him. He said some hurtful things. But, he didn't mean any of them. He said he lost control of himself. He loves Hoseok I know it. He's just been through a lot in 24 hours. We all have."
I turn around walking away.
"Hoseok" I hear a woman's voice say.
"M-Mom?" I ask looking up at the woman that looked like my mom. And a man that looks like Mr. Kim.
"Baby boy no matter what happens you need to stay here." I run up and hug her.
"Why? Can I go with you?" I say like a little kid.
"No. Hoseok stay here. You have a life. You still have a life with Taehyung and the others" he says.
"He hates me. I'm the reason you're died."
"This isn't your fault. I made that decision to take the bullet."
"No he doesn't, what if I told you that he was at the dorms in your room?" My mom says.
"How do you know? He was right."
"I keep a close eye on you two and no he wasn't he even knows he wasn't." Mom says.
"They would be happier." I say. A loud beeping fills my ears.
"Hoseok listen to me. He loves you and the others do to. You have to go back! Before it's too late! You're to young to know the allusion of the sky! Go back now! I love you! Go!" she says.
"What? Why?"
"You hear that loud beeping? You're dying. If you don't turn back now you will never see them again." he says. A bright light appears. In the light I could see my life. The good memories of the seven of us. I see how much they cared. I stumbled back and run to the door of the surgery room. I see a doctor leave. I look in through a window on the door. They're cleaning up. Am I dead?
"I'm Jung Hoseok I am loved. I am happy because of my friends. I have Taehyung. I have a life." The light drawing closer and closer each and ever second.
"Come on Hoseok please, you can leave them." The beeping ceases.
"Am I dead?" I look in the window looking at the heart beat monitor. I'm not dead. Peaks take life in the once dead line.
"Doctor!" Another doctor exits the room. I run in front of him. Hurrying to my friends.
"I am so sorry" I walked into to him saying that to my friends. Jin hugs Namjoon crying and Jimin and Jungkook hug them.
"I-I'm going to go find Taehyung." Yoongi says. Leaving.
"No I not dead!" I yell but no one hears.
"Doctor!"
"What?" They all look at the two doctors.
"He has a pulse. He just started to breathe"
"What?" Jin asks.
"He's alive"
"Go my god where's Yoongi?"
"He left to find Taehyung"
(Yoongi's P.O.V.)
I know where Taehyung is. I run to the dorms. They weren't far. Going up stairs. Running to my room. He's asleep on Hoseok's bed. I sigh. He looks so peaceful. I shake him.
"Tae-Taehyung"
"Yoongi?"
"He-He didn't m-make it."
"What!?"
"It's true" I say. He breaks down.
"He's gone." I hug him. My phone rings.
"He-Hello"
"Yoongi he's alive. He started breathing again."
"He's alive?" Tae looks at me.
"Yes! Get over hear before he wakes up."
"We'll be over" I hang up.
"Tae come on we have to go to the hospital."
"What if they're mad and me? What if they blame me? I mean this is my fault."
"This is not your fault. How is it your fault?"
"If I didn't say the things I said. Hell if I didn't do that dare. He wouldn't have tried to die. He would be happy."
"He was already in a bad place. I remember a few weeks before all of this. He was in the bathroom and I heard him crying and pills but, right before I got up he came out and we talked about it."
"What if he doesn't love me? What if he hates me? Yoongi I love him but I'm so tired."
"Taehyung you know what he said that night? He said that he didn't do it because of you. He loved you to much. Are you just going to leave him?"