What's Behind the Mask? ~A Cryatioc Fan Fiction~

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Ryan's P.O.V. 

I get to the building and wait for Noah. I wonder what she is going to wear today. I kept saying. It won't really matter what she wears cause I bet she looks good in everything. I wait and…Wait….I get out my phone and look at the time. School starts in 20 minutes. Where is she. I call her. We exchanged numbers last night on Facebook. It rings a few times and she picks up. "H-h-hello?" She sounds shaky. "Noah? Hey you ok?" She starts crying. "Hey don't cry…whats wrong?" "Ryan…I'm not…coming to school…today…." I was confused and kind of upset. "…Why?" "I…don't feel good…I'll be there….tomorrow…I promise." "Ok…Can I bring homework for todays classes?" It's silent on the other line. "Sure…my mom will probably answer." "Ok…see you then…." "Yes…bye Ryan…" She hangs up without letting me say bye. I am really upset. It will be so aka ward in class without her. I go to class and just like i said really aka ward. I get all the homework. I leave the school and call my mom and tell her that she doesn't need to pick me up. She says ok and hangs up. Crap i don't know where Noah lives. I see Abby walking out holding hands with a guy. I run to her. "ABBY!!" She jumps. "Ryan? What are you doing?" "I just wanted to know where Noah lived…" "Oh. She lives over by the library and its the blue house on the right." I nod and her boyfriend is giving me a weird look. "Really a mask?" I ignore him. "James leave him alone." Abby says. "Fine" I leave and walk to Noah's house. It was really nice. I knock on the door and her mom opens it after a few seconds. She looks a lot like Noah but a lot older maybe in her mid 40s. "Hi you must be Ryan?" I nod. "how do you know my name?" She laughs. "Noah said a guy named Ryan would be over with homework after school…and well your a guy and you are here after school. I just assumed." I laugh. "Well you guessed correctly." She laughs. "Good…so you have the work?" "Yes." "Alright give it here and i'll take it to her." "Well shouldn't I since I have to explain it to her." "Oh…um well…she told me not to send you up…" "Why? Is she ok…" She looks around outside and pulls me in the house. "She is up in her room. Have her tell you….its too depressing for me to say it…" I get really scared…what if i get up there  and there is no Noah…my life would be over if that was the case. I slowly go up the stairs and look for her door. I see a door that has pictures of guys like actors and singers on the door and a couple of pictures of her and her friends. 

Noah's P.O.V.

God I feel so horrible and gross. I didn't go to school today because well it hurt to move still and my cut was still throbbing and bleeding. I'm in bed in the covers with nothing on when I hear someone open my door. I look to see who it is. "RYAN!!!! WHAT ARE YOU DOING UP HERE I THOUGHT I TOLD MY MOM TO TELL YOU TO NOT COME UP HERE!!!!!" I scream. "Noah…i just wanted to see if you were ok…and I needed to explain the homework." He looks scared maybe its because i just yelled at him. "Oh…Ryan….I'm sorry but i'm fine and you can sit the homework on my desk…I'll do it when I feel better…." He puts it on the desk and looks at me. "Noah?…Do you want to tell me what's going on?"  I sits up and covers myself with the blanket.  "Yeah can you get out so i can change?" He nods and goes out to the hall and I get out of bed and moan. I look at myself in the mirror and sigh. I'm so ugly. I put on a clean bra and underwear and put on shorts and a tank top. I go to the bedroom door and open it. "Ok come in." "Why did you need to change." "i was in my pajamas." He laughs. He sits in the swivel chair in front of my desk and I sit on my bed. "So…you want to tell me what's wrong?" He looks really worried. "Oh…Ryan I don't know I mean its really…none of you business." He gets up and sits next to me. "It is my business…your my best friend i deserve to know if your ok…or what goes on in your life." I smile. "You have a point…" He laughs that amazing laugh of his. "I'll tell you if you tell me why you wear the mask." "Oh…um….ok deal…" We shake on it. "So my dad um…I…" 

Ryan's P.O.V. 

I walk in her room and she looks at me. " "RYAN!!!! WHAT ARE YOU DOING UP HERE I THOUGHT I TOLD MY MOM TO TELL YOU TO NOT COME UP HERE!!!!!" She screams. "Noah…i just wanted to see if you were ok…and I needed to explain the homework." I get really scared. she just yelled at me. "Oh…Ryan….I'm sorry but i'm fine and you can sit the homework on my desk…I'll do it when I feel better…." I put it on the desk and look at her. "Noah?…Do you want to tell me what's going on?"  she sits up and covers herself with the blanket.  Why? "Yeah can you get out so i can change?" I nods and goes out to the hall. If she was naked i wouldn't mind seeing that body. God Ryan you are so perverted She opens the door and looks cute in her outfit only if its just shorts and a tank top. "Ok come in." "Why did you need to change." "i was in my pajamas." I laughs. I sit down in the swivel chair in front of her desk and she sits on my bed. "So…you want to tell me what's wrong?" I get really worried. "Oh…Ryan I don't know I mean its really…none of you business." I get up and sit next to her. "It is my business…your my best friend i deserve to know if your ok…or what goes on in your life." She smile. "You have a point…" I laughs again. "I'll tell you if you tell me why you wear the mask." "Oh…um….ok deal…" We shake on it. "So my dad um…I…" She tears up and puts down her head. "Hey shh." I lift her head and make her look at me. "It's ok…" She smiles that really adorable smile and continues as I wipe her tears. "My…dad rapes me and he's done it so many times and he did it last night after we got off Facebook…after he left I go to the bathroom and I cut myself." She shows me her arm and there are so many scars and cuts. I feel myself starting to cry. "…Noah….Why?" "He hurts me it's the only thing that gets him out of my mind." "This can kill you…" I cry "Oh…Ryan?…" She hugs me. I hug back and we cry together. "I can't lose you…" "I know nether can I" I smile. She looks at me. "Now um…your mask…" I blush. "Yeah…" I reach in the back and I'm about to tie it when her mom comes up. "Oh i'm sorry was I interrupting something?" She says. "No your fine mom." "Ok well i brought snacks." She puts them on the bed. "Thanks" She nods and leaves. 

Noah's P.O.V. 

"Saved by the mother." He says. I laugh. "Not now." He sighs and reaches back and is about to untie it. "Wait let me do it." I reach back and untie it and his mask falls on the floor and I watch it. He does too. I look up and he's hiding his face. "Ryan…look at me…" "No…I can't…" "Please you promised." "I promised to tell you why i wore it not take it off!!" I stare at him. "I…I'm sorry…I just I don't know what you look like…and your my best friend and…" I look at the floor. I feel eyes on me but i just ignore them. "…Noah?" I feel someone touch my shoulder and move my head to look at theirs. I have my eyes closed and I open them and see the most beautiful man looking at me. His brownish red hair that falls over his face and his sparkling green eyes. He even has glasses. "…?" He blushes. "Is that…really you?" I ask. He smiles. "Yes it's me Ryan." "Ryan your beautiful." "no shut up." "No Ryan really your beautiful." His face gets really red. "You really think so?" "Yes…You don't have to wear the mask." "I do though because I don't want people seeing my face." "Why your gorgeous." "Well here goes the story." I look at him. "Do you watch youtube?" "Sometimes yes…? Why?" He grabs my laptop and brings it over to me. "Ryan?" He doesn't answer he just gets on youtube. "Here see this guy." "Cry? Yeah I see him…He's hilarious." He smiles. "That's me…" I look at him blankly. "No…" "Yes i'm cryatoic.." "I thought mask was familiar but i wasn't sure." He laughs. "I didn't even know your name I guess thats why i questioned it." "Yeah that's me." "Wow." "You can't tell anyone." "I won't i promise." He puts down my laptop. "When it's just us can you take your mask off?" He chuckles. "Sure." "You know if someone recognizes that mask they will know who your are." "True but its part of who i am." i sigh. "I'll tell you what i will wear it at school and then on our way home if we walk together or whenever we are together i will not wear it." I laugh. "Ryan I want off all the time." "We will see." "ok…"