Hi!
I'm Maria Ella Cristine, MEC in short College student taking B.S Information Technology, 17 year old I'm certified bitch mean and PLAYGIRL in town, a brat girl all of sudden they always called me black-ship in our family, so let me tell you guys why this story start why i dont know who really iam now.
when im in high school, i promise to my self na magaaral ng mabuti at magsisikap para hindi ako makumpara sa mga pinsan ko, madami na kasi ako ingit sakit na tinatago sa katawan ko, mashado silang matalino, magagaling at mababait, ako lang talaga ang walang kwenta smin. sila magaganda mapuputi ako maitim na panget pa. sila nagkakaroon ng achievements sa school ako wala kahit isa, lagi pang huli sa paguwi dahil hindi ako nagsusulat. lets start when im in first year high school, inenrol ako ng parents ko sa isang exclusive school nakapasa naman ako sa entrance exam at nakapag enrol but in the middle of the school year i felt sad and lonely lahat ng tao ayaw skin my classmates my friends also my teachers so sinong gaganahan pumasok, hindi ako nagcucutting ah, sadyang binabaksak ko lang nmn lahat ng exams and activity namin but active naman ako sa iba. once i hate a person sa ibang paraan ako bumabawi, ito din ung time na i notice my parents start to be busy, because they said for my future hahahha yeah yeah i understand that but hello im the only one im the only child why still no time for me.?!
hindi nga nila ako tinatanung kung okay ba ko sa school? kung ung my friends ba ko or wala? ung teacher ko ba mahusay magturo?! no i dont heard anything ang naririnig ko lang sa kanila ang mag complains nila in a whole day na nagluluto nag seserve sila sa resto namin. thats all!!naloloko ko na nga sila sa mga bagay bagay na need ko to need ko nyan, i dont want to spoild my self or doing something bad for them but im doing this because i want them to notice me thats i need someone to lean on i need someone to share my thoughts, i dont have any?! hinihingi ko sakanilang extra money i treat my classmate to catch there attention and be friend of me!!pero end of the day i know hangang dun lang un, akala ng lahat mayaman ako maligaya ako spoild nga daw diba? but they wrong!! i dont have anyone i can share whats bothering whats my problem and why im like this.!
