You’re gone. No madder how many times I tell myself it I can’t seem to believe it’s true. It feels like the sun has stopped shinning and I can’t find the moon. I haven’t felt one drop of rain or felt the light snow. I don’t know why you left and it kills me everyday. I miss you and your laugh and your smile. I can’t believe your gone. I always said “I can’t imagine life without you” but never really realized what I was saying. Now I know. Everything’s a blur and you’re not coming back. Your gone.
(You don’t know what you’ve got till it’s gone// 10.5.14)
