Having You By My Side

Matching Thoughts

Trevor woke up to Dominic crying. He was facing the wall. Trev? Is it your wound again do I need to get dad back up here? Dominic sat up moving to Trevor's side.

No it's okay Dom just a nightmare. One of the ones about My mom. Trevor said slowly rolling over.

Oh, really you haven't had one of those in months. Right, or have you been lieing about that too? Dominic asked with a painedexpression.

No it's the first one I've had since Kai and Rei joined the school. Trevor said taking Dom's hand. I'm not lieing about that. I only lied to dad because I was worried about you. An with the link open I didnt realized that the cut had gotten that bad. When he put you to sleep it cut the link and the pain hit ten fold. I'm sorry I worried you after just getting you back on your feet. It still hurts is it still bad? He asked lifting up his shirt.

Yeah it still looks rough dad called the school we are out until he clears us. Dominic said. We are waiting on The Order to send the results of the stuff dad cleaned out of your injury. I'm not 100% either still nauseous. Dominic said with is hand over his stomach. No more vomiting but still having issues wanting to eat. Dom told him looking q bit green thinking of eating.

Your fever isnt coming back is it?? Trevor asked panicked.

Nah it's good Eston has been keeping a check on it. Just food seems to set me off right now. Dom said with a slight smile to put his brother at ease.

Good I got scared for a minute is dad still home? Trevor asked sitting up slowly.

Yeah he is down stairs getting dinner together my mom gets home tonight and we are both down so he is trying to get stuff done to calm her nerves I guess. Dom said chewing on his lip.

Damn this sucks I didn't intend to mess everything up. Trevor said wrapping his arms around his self. If I hadn't went up there then maybe we wouldn't have gotten into the fight.

Why where you up there Trev? You were on the edge of the school roof... Dominic asked looking Trevor in the eyes.

I was... was planning to. I mean I umm. Nothing I was thinking. They scared me and I backed up. Trevor said knowing he just lied again.

I know your lieing. Dominic said as he stood up.

Why would you ever think of doing something like that... Dominic asked tears running down his face. His voice had the angry quite tone that Trevor didnt like.

I... I don't know Dom. I've had a lot of bad thoughts in my head lately and I just wanted them to stop. I wanted it all to stop I wanted to die. Trevor said looking down at his hands folded on the bed.

What could be going on that you cant talk to me? We are knight bonded if something happens to you I might not die, but I'd come pretty close. The tears where falling freely down Dominic's face. He was pale again but he was pacing back and forth in the room.

Dom sit down please your still sick. Trevor said looking up at his brother.

I cant sit right now not knowing that there is something that is hurting you enough that you wanted to jump off our school. Dominic said through the tears.

Please I'll talk just you need to calm down. Trevor said as his eyes started to water knowing that he was fixing to tell his brother the secret that could destroy everything.

Dominic sat on the floor by the bed apparently not wanting to be right next to Trevor at the moment.

Then what is it what could push you to the point of breaking our bond and your fathers heart? Dom asked sounding angry again...

Since we made the bond I've had these feelings. An I cant have them I mean your my brother my knight mate. Father would be furious. I hate myself for what I've become I've tired to distance us. Kai found out he and Rei were using my feelings for you to distance us. They wanted to kill our bond to strengthen theirs I believe that's how he described it.
There I've told you I'm going back to my room. Your mom will be here soon, and I'm sure need to shower. I'll keep my distance just work on our training. Trevor said getting up heading to the door.

The next thing that happened was quick. He was against the door with is brothers lips against his own. Trevor melted into Dominic. He didnt fight it why would he. This was more dreams than he could ever see being reality. His arms around Dom's neck. Dominic's around his hips. Feeling their bond spark and flame to life without the flute was unexpected. Dominic's hair changed he felt the muscles beneath his hands changed as well. He knew he had changed too. It was the most exhilarating feeling. Knowing that their change could happen with out the normal stuff being needed. Was this something about the bond and link they didnt know about. He could hear Dom in his head with out him opening the link.  I love you Trevor was what he kept hearing. The look in Dom's eyes was all the dragon.

Dom what just happened? Trevor spoke out loud.

Dom seemed to snap out of a trance like state at hearing his voice.

I'm not sure I've never felt the dragon at the surface like that while in this form. Dominic said I could hear him though. He told you he loved you. Like he was reading our thoughts. Dom said running his hand through Trevor's hair.

I felt it as well as heard it. I'm scared what are we supposed it do? There is no way dad would allow this. Trevor said as his body began to tremble.

I'm not sure yet why dont we just keep it between us for the time being. Dom said taking Trevor's hand. We are home alone most of the time we can figure out what this is first then talk with him when we better understand what's going on. This is our bond; our lives, he cant control everything okay. Dominic said pulling Trevor in for a hug.

Okay I guess that will be okay. The trembling had stopped but he clung to Dominic a while longer. I just dont want to lose you or disappoint anyone. Trevor said sounding so tired.

Why don't we get our showers over with then we can get in a nap before my mom gets in. It's going to be hard enough explaining why I'm not up to eating at least we can be clean and well rested. Dominic said.

Yeah sure I'll go take mine in my room then come back and nap here is that okay? Trevor asked.

Yeah that sounds good see you in a bit then. Dominic said as Trevor walked out of the room.