What Do You Want From Me?

Part 5 Place of Peace

Eli's POV
After the mishap with Alexandria, Zane took me to the cold office where I sat  with him on the floor of a extremely dark office that smelled of coffee and mold. The carpet was damp and was brown and black. You could barely see it though because of all the pillows and stuffed animals on the ground. The walls however were bright yellow. This room used to be used for special Ed kids but we don't have any anymore so now it's used as a "place of peace" as the principal calls it.
Things like that with Alexandria happen all the time because of that I just walk in there all the time and no one asks about it. Alexandria is rich therefore her father is rich therefor he pays good money for this school to be up to date on everything therefor Alexandria can not get in trouble or her dad hears about it and the school can't lose that funding.
The room is pitch black and I can barley make out Zane's face. I see the outline of his peach lips. I can't see the color but I know there peach. I so desperately want to grab his square face and smash my lips passionately into his. But I won't do that. To scared. We have been sitting here in this room for probably an hour and no one has interrupted us and So far Zane had not asked about it.
"Why did she kiss you? Has this happened before? Does she do this often? Why didn't you tell me?"
Looks like I spoke to soon.
"One, I don't know. Two yes. Three it happens at least once s day but this is the first time she had kissed me. Four, what was four again?" I say my voice still shaky from crying.
"Why didn't you tell me?" He responds his voice sounding hurt.
"I don't know I guess I was scared you wouldn't do anything about it and I already put enough of my pain on you" I say starting to cry again. God why was I so weak. I'm such s little wimp I hate it. He must have read my mind because the next thing he said was
"It's ok to cry." He wipes the tears from my face with his Gorillas sweatshirt, "You can tell me anything I promise I won't leave. Unless you fuck up real bad then I'm out"
I smile at his comment. I know he understands he can't tell on Alexandria he knows the school won't do anything.
The next thing Zane does it completely unexpected. He leans over and kisses me softly on the forehead. He has no problem doing this seeing as how he us taller then me.
Zane's POV
I've wanted to do that for a while but I have not had the right moment. I've known Eli before they even transitioned and had a crush on them the day I met them. I fell for their twink like figure and beautiful brown eyes. I loved the way there blond hair fell over there right eye. I loved there pastel goth asthetic but soft personallity and taste in music.
But now I'm scared I messed everything up. After I kissed there forehead they looked at me like I just told them there cat died. They are still looking at me like that now. I can't it. I can't stand the panicked look in there eyes or how there mouth is half open. I stand up to leave when they grab my hand and pull me down so my nose is right next to there's except a little higher. They grab my face and I get butterflies in my stomach and a spark in my face from there hands moving like an chill down to me feet. They smash there lips into mine there eyes closed and I realize mine are open. I close them and just enjoy how perfectly there lips fit in mine. They slowly move there hands from my face down my chest and flat stomach to my hips giving my a shiver. I move my arms up there boney back to there hot neck as I move my lips in unison with there's. They tolt there head to the right and plunge there in my mouth crashing against mine. Just then the principal opens the heavy door and we pull apart as fast as we can but it's to late she saw. The light from outside almost blinds me and she says,
"Uh um you um you uh uh um you need to um" she coughs brushes off her white skirt puts on a straight face, then more clearly says, "you guys are cute together, but the last bell is about to ring so you might want to finish up,"
Eli's POV
I scoff at how stupid we were to forget we're in a school class room and at how great our principal is. She grasps the door handle with a weak grip and try's to close the door but her hand slips off so she laughs awkwardly, closes the door and leaves. I look at Zane and smile at his handsome face. He smiles back at me takes me hand in his. I laugh at how cold his hands are.
"What?" He asks not smiling anymore.
"Your hands are fucking freezing. They feel like you just dipped them in ice water"
"Shut up" he says jokingly.
A.N
Me uploading? No way. Sorry about not uploading anything at all. I just needed a break from everything to work on self love and gaining confidence and cutting out toxic people in my life. I am doing so much better now and feel fairly happy with myself. I like the way this chapter turned out its not as good the others but that's ok. I also did not upload this because I was scared it would not be as good as the others. Tbh I don't remember writing most of the previous chapters lol.
I love you all so much!!!!!!!!!!!!
This is Eli singing out. PEACE!