deep in love

"your safe with me."

OKAY misty left before I could ask her what happened so this is probably off. I apologize but I aint watching the show just to write a fanfic so I hope its at least decent basically im making it extremely ooc soo... im sorry T^T 

" Pony! hold on tight, I got you!"

i heard from someone i loved so dearly. his name is johnny, and i never felt more afriad. i felt as if i was going to lose him. i had, HAD to hold on for my life, only becasue i couldne bare losing him. i grabbed at his hand as he struggled to hold on himself. i felt the water take me further then ever before but that didnt matter to me. i only wished to be back in his arms. he kept whipping at the water, desperately trying to move it away, trying to reach the boy under him. the air rotted away inside my lungs, leaving me dizzy. suddenly, i felt something grab me, or should i say someone. it was johnny. he swam against the current, fighting every will to let go and save himself and let me go. my heart was beating fast, fast enough that I could actually hear it in my being. I don't know what it was. was it because of lack of air? was it because I was afraid? was it because.. NO! it cant be! do I..

do I love him? 

all these thoughts ran circles inside my head, I was never letting myself admit I love him.. but I knew I did.. I always told myself that he is just a friend. I opened my mouth to talk, but I forgot something important.

we're underwater, damnit.

I lost the rotting feeling in my lungs, to which were replaced with something worse. water. the stinging in my lungs only grew more painful. Johnny noticed my distress and swam faster. I felt relieved to find that I was finally out of the water. I heard coughing around me, realizing it was coming from johnny. his face was red, voice horse, outfit and body soaked. I scrambled to him, patting his back softly as if that was going to help him. 

" hey, its okay."  I cooed softly.

he relaxed a bit, his fit becoming almost unnoticeable. I was relieved to say the least. that was, until he hugged me. his breathing was rough and jagged, not at all like his normal, quiet and lone behavior he always carries with him. that's when he did something I never expected to happen. he cried. 

" Yy.. YOU IDIOT!"

he screamed, tears streaming down his face as he clutched my shirt. his knees gave in as he fell to the ground, hands still on my shirt. 

" I.. I could've lost you.. I would've been alone again.. I would be numb all over again without you there with me.."

this time, it was my turn to tear up. I went down with him, hugging him lovingly.

" I wouldn't leave you alone. you wouldn't have lost me. I would never leave you numb again. im here to stay."

we looked at each other as a planted a soft kiss on his forehead.

" the only thing that I cared about-"

I said.

"- is that your safe with me."