~ Tainted Love ~

Chapter 8 ♥

I just sat there and looked at the ground, frozen with shock. Did they really think I would purposely have sex with him? "Emily, did you or did you not?" Haley asked again, a bit more louder this time. "Why are you accusing me of this?" I asked, looking up at them with hurt in my eyes. "We aren't accusing you of anything, we were just asking a question," Jackie spoke up. "Oh really, just a question? I was raped, okay? I was fucking raped by some jackass of a guy and y'all don't even care? You think I purposely had sex with him, hm? Do you think I did?" I asked madly, getting up off her couch and standing in front of them, as tears welled up in my eyes. Haley and Jackie glanced at eachother, then looked down at the ground, not saying anything. I just bit my lip and said "You know, the fact you think I had sex with some random guy just proves to me who my true friends are, and y'all aren't them." I said while walking towards the front door. I opened it and was about to walk out when Jackie spoke up. "Friends? What friends? We are your only friends, Emily. We are trying to help you and you aren't letting us." I didn't even care to defend myself, as I slammed the door shut and walked to my car. When I reached my car, I pulled out my keys and shoved the right one into the hole, twisting it and opening the door. I sat in and slammed the door shut, instantly letting the tears flow down my cheeks. I put my head down on the steering wheel and tried to calm myself, but nothing helped. I had to face the fact that my life officially sucks. I lost my 2 closest friends and all I have now is Cameron, who wouldn't even understand my problems. He was the only one I could actually talk to right now, and I really just needed somebody. I sat up and pulled out my phone, scrolling through my contacts until I found his name. I held back my tears and pressed the call button, holding my phone up to my ear. I waited cautiously for somebody to pick up on the end, and after 4 rings, somebody answered. "Cameron?" I choked out, trying not to cry again. "Emily? Are you okay? Did something else happen?" I waited a bit and then said "Um, yes. Can I come over? I know we haven't known eachother for long but I just need somebody to talk to. Please..." I waited anxiously for him to answer back, as he said "Of course, yeah. I'll text you my address. Are you sure everythings okay?" He asked again. "Yeah. I could just use a friend right now." I choked out, letting a few tears fall. "I'll see you then, okay?" He said, as I hung up the phone and sighed, wiping away the fresh, salty tears. I started my truck and looked in the rear-view mirror, backing up and heading to Cameron's house.

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"I can't do this. What am I even doing here?" I said to myself, fiddling with my fingers and debating if I should go in there or not. I had so much on my mind that I didn't even know if telling Cameron whats going on in my life would be a good thing to do. "Come on Emily, you can do this. You need to talk to him, it'll help you." I said to myself once again, opening my car door and stepping out, shutting it behind me and locking it. I walked up to his house, then remembering that I was only wearing some shorts, a hoodie, and some bunnie slippers. I didn't care at the moment, I just wanted to tell somebody about everything that's been going on. I needed to get it out or I was gonna burst. I finally reached his door and knocked, waiting anxiously for somebody to answer the door. The door slung opened and revealed a familiar face, but it wasn't Cameron. "You..."