Not exactly paradise (tvd)

Part 19

"I'm sorry Elena, but I know you miss him, more than you want to admit"

"Maybe, but thoes it matter? Look we broke up for a reason."

"I get that Elena, but your heartbroken."

"Caroline, since when did you even respect that I love him?"

"Since I understood how happy he makes you"

"Caroline, I'm trying to move on. Your not helping okey?" I could feel the tears again.

"I'm sorry Elena"

"I'm sorry, but I have to go"

I walked to the door. Thinking about it Caroline was right. I was heartbroken, and in some ways. I don't think i'm ever going to be complitely alright again.

I had got out the door, when I felt the tears streaming out of my eyes.

I went beside the door, and leaned against the wall. I could just think about Damon being inside the house.

When the door went up.

"Elena?" I could hear a voice say, and it wasn't Caroline. He looked at me.

"Are you alright?" He said walking to me. Hugging me.

"No, Damon I'm not." I cryed.

He looked at me, "I'm so sorry"

"For what?"

"That your hurt" he said looking into my eyes. It was like he studied my thoughts or something.

"It's not your fault."

"I'm still sorry."

I kissed him. I wanted to, so badly. Not kissing him seemed wrong, but kissing him also seemed wrong, not in a bad way, but in a *i'm never gonna move on this way* way.

We stood there kissing, until the door went up again. This time it was Caroline.

"Bye Damon" I said, taking my hand to my face taking away the tears.

"See you later Caroline?"

"Of course" she said, confused.

DAMON P.O.V

i missed her. I really did. Nothing had seemed right since. Everything was just wrong. They were supposed to last forever weren't they? He had always thought that they were never going to happen. That she would be together with Stefan forever, but then she has said she loved him. And it seemed like they were always going to be togeter. Since some weeks ago. When they seemed to fall apart.

ELENA P.O.V

My phone was ringing. It was Brandon. He had gotten my number.

I took it up.

B: "Do you want to eat dinner with me toninght? 7pm?

E: "I'm sorry Brandon, but I'm not ready for a new realtionship right now, I'm sorry."

B: "I understand"

E: "Maybe later"