i hear the doorbell ring as i'm making pancakes.
"Payton! They're here!" I quickly run to the front door and open it.
When i do I see my Aunt and Uncle with Alexia in her stroller seat. Omg she is so adorable.
"Hii," I hug both of them and they smile and say hi back. They say they are about to be late so they quickly give me her and leave.
I close the door and oh my god Alexia is so adorablee. I place her seat down on the couch in the living room and look at her. She's sleeping with her chubby little cheeks and small feet ohMy god.
"Babe!" Payton says yelling as he walks in the room. I snap my head to look and him.
I glare at him and nod my head to the baby sleeping.
"oh," he mumbles and quickly comes and sits down next to me.
as he does the baby opens her eyes. oH MY GOD THEY ARE BEAUTFUL KMS.
lexi looks at me in a confusing way with those big baby eyes.
"hi lexi," i coo at her and unbuckle her from the seat and slowly put her in my hands.
i look up at Payton and he's just looking at the baby.
"You wanna hold her?" i ask.
"um sure, i just hope i don't drop her," we both chuckle.
"you won't. now slowly put her in your hands have the back of your hand supporting her head." i slowly put the baby in his hands.
the baby was calm for a few seconds before its eyes watered and she started crying.
"bAbe the creature is crying i repeat the creature is crying i don't know what to dO" he says quickly and i laugh before grabbing lexi into my hands.
"she's just hungry payton," he still looks confused and i grab lexi and slowly get up.
i give lexi some food and she keeps crying. i know exactly what to do.
"shhh" i say bouncing her up and down on my arm patting her back.
she starts calming down and burps on the towel i put on my shoulder.
"very good, lexi," i look back at Payton and he's still looking confused.
"babe stop looking like your trying to solve PI," i laugh and he shakes his head smiling.
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*PAYTONS POV*
I get up off our bed and check the clock. 9:00 p.m.
where even is y/n. the whole day today i haven't seen her. she's so caught up with the baby she doesn't even have time for me.
and yes, i am jealous of a baby. because the baby has all my girls aTtention. :(
i slowly walk down our hallway and i hear her speaking.
i follow the voice and i look in the room and y/n is holding the baby in her hands.
"lexi, you know i can't keep cuddling u all the time, i have a man to get to," she grins and the baby reaches for her hair.
"nah-ah-ah, my hair is not a toy," she laughs. i smile.
i love seeing her like this. but i also love seeing her in another way.
"ok i think it's time for you to go to sleep sweetie," she puts lexi back in the crib.
lexi refuses and starts moving around.
"dang you're one hyper baby, how do u have so much energy." she sighs. "want me to sing a lullaby for you?"
lexi opens her mouth and lays down. dang she's a smart baby.
she sings a lullaby and i smile. i love her so much. dang imagine her with our child one day.
"goodnight lexi," she gets up to walk out and i immediately sprint to our room and act like i was on my phone.
i decide to act mad cuz you know, i am mad, cause she hasn't payed attention to me.
"hey babe, the baby's asleep," she walks in and lays down next to me.
"mhmm," i mumble not paying attention to her.
VERONIKAS POV
"mhmm" he mumbles but doesn't even look at me.
"uh, do you wanna do something? like cuddle and watch movies?" i ask raising my eyebrows.
he still ignores me and i frown. is he mad at me?
"babe?" i poke him. "why aren't you answering me? are you mad at me?"
"go to the ducking baby, maybe she'll watch a movie with you," he turns the other way and continues watching something on his phone.
tears fill my eyes and i frown and slowly get off the bed.
i turn around and walk downstairs sitting down on the couch.
i scroll through the movies on netflix and choose to watch gossip girl.
i turn the show on and lay down on the couch.
why was payton mad at me? was it because of the baby? ugh i knew i should've said no. he's probably so mad at me right now.
i feel a few tears run down my face and i close my eyes and find myself slowly fading away into darkness.
