HEART-BEATS | 심장 박동 | j.jk

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Jungkook P.O.V

I sat on the edge of the chair near the doctor's cabin.
I crumbled the prescribed paper that was given by the doctor.

the paper fell on the ground
just like my hopes fell.

I picked the paper up, unfolded it yet it still had those deep folds that wouldn't disappear easily.

I tilted my head back, my head touching the cold wall.

sigh.

Just then I heard my name being called, I turned to the person, following his voice.

It was my best friend Taehyung.

He apologetically looked at me.

It's fine, rest. I'll be there if you need anything.

I gave him a bitter smile.

The fact that I'm in this world for only 11 days now is killing me. What did I do deserve this faith?

Despite being so done, I smiled.

Smiling was better than telling why I was sad.

Taehyung patted my back in response and left.

At home

I was alone. My l-love Eun Ae,

I caressed her picture with me as if she was real.

I smiled.

She left me just when she came to know about my disease.

Yet I love her.

It's been a month since she left me.

I was asked to rest 11 days and then die

But some part of me said that I should go to university and live my days how I always did.

Time Skip

I woke up, feeling the sunshine fall directly on my lids and soon my orbs.

I dressed up in a way that only few could recognize me.

Not the usual me.

I walked through the corridor to find her, leaning on her boyfriend's shoulder.

I wish I was him.

Until I saw her.

Y/N
the girl who was now walking towards me.

Wait is it only me or she looks cute today.

Nevermind

She approached me, smiling.

How are you?

I'm fine.

I wish you actually meant that.

Y-yeah

She hugged me.

My eyes nearly popping out of the socket.

I and Y/N do know each other but never had interactions.

Her hug was warm and comfy.
She smelled vanilla and lavender.

She cared.

I could see that. I always knew she loved me beyond limits.

But

She was just a classmate to me yet she was really practical minded. Once I rejected she never tried to harm me/ did anything that would make me hate her.

Instead, she supported me when I was about to ask out Eun Ae.

She still cares about me.

She reads me like an open book.

I do the same.
Not really.

Time Skip

She was at the bus stop waiting for the bus.

I think I should approach her,

She is the only one who cared and still

Cares.

She looked at me and smiled.

I smiled back.

We entered the bus.

She sat at the very back beside the window.

I sat beside her.

You following me?

N-no

Ohh, where are you going to get off?

Ahh, It's......

It's okay you don't have to say it if that makes you feel uncomfortable.

She smiled.

She is something.

Hours passed yet she had her head resting on the window revealing a busy city Seoul.

She sat with her head covered in clouds of doubts and thought.

Until I tapped on her shoulder.

Yeahh? You need something?

Your stop is here.

Oh, thanks.

Wanna join me for dinner?

No, it's fine.

Okay

I'm coming. let's go

She smiled and ruffled my hair.

I entered her house.

Which apparently smelled like her.

She changed it something comfortable and asked me what I wanted to eat.

I'm fine with anything

Okay.

She tied her hair up into a bun
And started cooking.

Though the T.V was on I can't stop looking at her.

She neatly assembled dishes, on the table.

We had food.

She cracked a few jokes in between, making me choke.

It was night already

And she had plans

Kdrama

I watched them with her.

Every time there was a romantic scene, her eyes would trickle or glance at me.

She is cute and funny

To be honest, I enjoyed a lot.

I was about to leave when she asked me to stay.

Well my reply was way too quick

Yesss
as if I was dying to stay.

She makes me feel a lot of emotions.