Invisible Scars

My whole life

" Juniper wake the fuck up"  I heard a voice against my ear,  I rolled over on my hard mattress and scratchy covers, In my opinion its better than sleeping on the floor, and since I have been living in this orphanage my whole life , I have gotten used to it, I open my tired blue eyes " what do you want" I murmur sitting up slowly and rubbing my eyes checking the run down clock on top of the brown scratched wardrobe that the three girls including me share, it was 8:45 in the morning, what the heck I don't like being awake until 9:00, I see the girl who woke me up, it was Sabrina, blonde hair, blue eyes, always wears a choker , the common girl who cusses a lot, I thought she would be sleeping as well " Rowan had an anxiety attack! You slept through the whole damn thing whats wrong with you!" Sabrina almost shouted , I moved the covers off of me , " First of all, its because I only wake up until Nine, and second of all im a hard sleeper" I say stretching my arms casually, she groaned " explains why it took me 10 minutes to wake your tired ass up !" She waved her arms around as I rolled my eyes " where is she anyway" I say looking around our room not seeing her , and kind of nervous for her " She is at the nurses , probably wont be back until Breakfast" she says starting to change into day clothes , Sabrina arrived at the orphanage when we were 9, she moved from a foster home which she was in for four years because technically her parents didn't exist although they weren't dead. Rowan arrived when she was ten because both of her parents died in a fire while she was at school, yeah, its very tragic, and I was here my whole life, my father died before I was born and my mother died when she delivered me, The Head Orphan Lady, Ms. Rose, is very close to me and bought me things like makeup and Hair dye which I love, not saying that the helpers here don't buy the girls things, they do and we are very grateful although we don't get much of it
It was 9:24 and breakfast is served at 9:30, me and Sabrina were both changed into our day clothes and i finished my makeup just on time. Our room was on the second floor which I love since we don't have to be on the fourth floor, Our rooms were sorted by age and there is 10 rooms on each floor , we were room number six, The room transitions stopped last year so this is my official room, and when we turn 17 we have to leave even though we didn't get adopted and go to a community college and have our own lives, to be honest, i don't want to get adopted at all, but the future decides i guess. Me and Sabrina ran down the stairs and into the huge, and i mean huge living room where all the girls would hang around, I stayed in my corner with the bean bags and fluffy carpets , it was very decorative and has changed since when I was little, This week was everyone's nervous yet excited week, except for mine,  its the week where the park is reserved for us and people go to see if they want to adopt us, I usually hide with my friends to not be seen, or be payed any sort of attention. Tomorrow is the first day, and im shaking already, the little girls are jumping around happily, the older girls like my age don't care and we all gave up, I mean who wants to adopt a 14 15 16 year old , we have our attitudes set already. The meanest girl here still thinks she will get adopted even though she gets rejected every time, Hailsley, yeah her name is .....well i cant say weird since mine is juniper. So we will just call her Hail, oh speaking of her , she is coming towards me and Sabrina right now
" Hey Jupiter" she says smirking with her two annoying followers , of course her roommates
Sabrina and I rolled our eyes " Don't you think you would say her name correctly by now since your such a smart Ass" Sabrina says crossing her arms, Hail stood up straighter then ever, I thought her back broke or something " Well I just now none of you are going to be adopted, Im too good and ill cause all the attention this month, I mean look at me im stunning"  she said with her annoying little french parisy accent. I slow clapped " wow what a great speech , how long did it take you to make it, all day?, Listen Princess Piggy you should tell the younger girls that because we really don't care about you or getting adopted" I said Rowan showed up behind Hail " Ha she got you good didn't she HAILSLEY" she said making her name sound like its all that. Hail groaned and stopped away " How are you feeling Rowan" I say giving her a hug, she stopped the hug " brilliant" she said hugging sabrina as well
Ten Minutes Later

All the girls got called to the big dining room, this morning it was eggs and bacon or oatmeal, i took eggs and bacon since it was one of my favorites, Rowan had Oatmeal and so did sabrina, yes before you ask all the food cooked for all of us girls, rowan looked out the window across the street, there stood the boys orphanage, it ran just like ours, and that where Rowans older brother, Joseph was, she hasn't seen him in a month and i think thats tough.
The rest of the day was pretty boring so we stayed inside, I fell asleep on my bed.....lights out