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Depressed! Todoroki x Depressed! Reader

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WARNING!
This Chapter Contains Suicidal Sayings And Actions
If You Or A Close Friend, Family Member Is Going Through Anything Related To Suicide, Please Call The National Suicide Hotline
800-273-8255
People Are There To Help, I've Called Quite A Few Times Myself, They Help You With These Thoughts, Please, Contact A Friend Or Family Member If You Really Just Need To Talk To Someone You Know. Remember, There Is Always A Least One Person Who Cares
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I Sighed As I Was Walking To School, Myself Looking Down At My Feet. I Don't Understand Why I Always Had To Be Nervous Or Depressed All The Time.

I Try To Be Happy When I'm Around Others But When I'm Alone, My Thoughts Just Get The Best Of Me. I've Cut Before And I Still Am, It's An Addiction Sadly, It Just Helps Me Through The Rough Times.

I Was Suddenly Interrupted By Honking. Myself Was In The Middle Of The Street, A Car By My Side "Watch Where You're Going Bitch!" I Just Waved "S-Sorry!" I Began Running Across The Street, Trying To Be Quick.

Someone Suddenly Grabbed Me, Getting Me Just In Time Before A Car Sped By "Woah! Might Wanna Listen To That Man's Advice (y/n)" I Looked Up To See Todoroki, His Hands Wrapped Around Me "Sorry Shoto, I Guess I Really Should Watch Where I'm Going" I Said Awkwardly, Scratching The Back Of My Head.

He Then Put Me Down, Letting Go Of Me. He Chucked "I Do Hope You Are Okay" I Just Smiled "Yep. I'm Fine" He Smiled Back "Great, Well, See You In Class (y/n)" I Waved "Alright, You Too" I Then Left Off To The Doors, Passing By Todoroki.
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I Rushed To My Seat, Almost Being Late For Class. I Sat Down Right As The Bell Rang. I Was Caught Up With Iida, Himself Telling Me To Stop Running In The Halls.

Mr. Aizawa Then Came In, Emerging From His Sleeping Bag, Stuffing It Under His Desk "Alright, Today I Have A Special Announcement" Himself Doing Air Quote Around The Word Special "After School Everybody Will Have To Have A 'Study Buddy'. The School Is Now Saying This Is A Requirement Because They Want You To Have Better Social Skills Because When All Of You Do Become Heros You Need To Learn How To Talk With Not Only The Press But With The Civilians"

My Heart Suddenly Sunk, Myself Sliding Down Into My Seat. A Study Buddy?! I Don't Have The Social Skills To Do This!

"I Will Be Listing Off People And Their Partner, This Person Being Your Study Buddy" He Then Started Listing Off Students "Kirishima And Bakugou" Kirishima Looked A Bit More Thrilled Then Bakugou.

"Iida And Ojiro, Midoriya And Kaminari, Uraraka And Mina" He Kept Going Until He Called My Name "(y/n) And Todoroki" My Heart Started Pounding As I Slid Further Into My Seat.

I Looked Over At Todoroki, Himself Not Even Moving. Oh, This Is Gonna Be Hard.
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I Began To Pack My Things, Heading Down The Many Flights Of Stairs Untill I Heard My Name Being Called, I Stopped Half Way Down And Turned Around To See Shoto.

"Hey Todoroki!" He Kept His Straight Face "Hello (y/n)" He Walked Down To My Place, Continuing To Walk Down. I Suddenly Rushed Down "Hey, Wait U-" As I Said This I Tripped Over My Own Foot, About To Tumble Down The Stairs Until A Pair Of Arms Caught Me.

His Face Held Worry As He Looked At Me "This Is Twice In A Row, You Need To Slow Down" I Just Laughed "Sorry" I Stood Back On My Own Two Feet As A Dark Blush Covered My Cheeks. I Just Embarrassed Myself In Front Of The One And Only Todoroki, Again.

He Then Began Off Again. This Guy Has No Stopping Point. I Followed Back By His Side As We Walked Down The Stairs.

It Was A Cold Silence Untill He Broke It "Would You Like To Come Over For Studies?" I Was Shocked But Smiled "Yeah! That Sounds Great"

After That The Silence Came Back Besides The Distance Conversations Of Others. As We Got To The Front Door He Opened It For Me, Myself Walking Out As He Caught Up.

The Walk To His House Was Peaceful, The Sound Of Cars Passing By And Birds Being Soft. We Finally Reached The Porch As He Grabbed A Key From His Pocket, Unlocking The Door.

"My Father Isn't Home And My Siblings Are Out For A Trip" I Nod As He Lets Me In. As We Both Arrive In He Begins To Take Off His Shoes. I Decide To Do The Same, Slipping Them Side By Side On The Hardwood Floor.

He Then Takes Off His Backpack And Looks Over At Me "Come On, Let's Head To My Room" I Didn't Answer As I Followed Him To His Bedroom.

When We Got In He Set His Backpack On The Floor, Myself Coping Him. He Shut The Door And Simply Sat Down On The Carpet, Unzipping His Backpack And Grabbing Out His Text Books. I Sat Down Myself And I Got My Books And Papers.

We Opened Our Books And Began Reading "As These Quirks Began To Be Discovered The More People Feared What Would Happen. Some Towns People Would Start Riots, Getting The Citizens Worked Up About The Evil These Powers Possessed"

As He Read I Found Myself Getting Lost More Into His Voice Then The Words, He Had Such A Soothing Tone. As He Reached The End Of The Page He Looked At Me. Instead Of His Blank Expression He Looked Like He Was Concerned.

I Raised A Brow As I Looked At Him "Is Everything Alright Shoto?" He Then Pointed To His Wrist "What Are Those?" I Looked Down At My Arm As I Saw The Sleeve Of My Blazer Was Lowered, Exposing My Cuts.

I Quickly Pulled My Sleeve Back Up In A Panic "They're Nothing. Come On, Let's Continue Reading" I Then Just Looked Down At My Book "As Heros Began To Rise-" My Book Was Then Shut.

"Is Everything At Home Going Okay?" There He Was Again, Looking At Me. He Frowned My Brows As I Scooted Back "I'm Fine Todoroki, There's No Need To Worry About Me"

He Shook His Head "I'm Not Taking False Answers" I About Had Enough As I Grabbed My Books And Stood Up "I Think My Parent(s) Need Me At Home Now"

I Grabbed My Backpack And Tossed It Around My Shoulder, Turning Around And Heading For The Door. I Was Stopped Once Again "I Said I Was Fin-"  As I Turned Around His Blazer Was Off And The Sleeves To His Shirt Pulled To His Elbows. His Whole Forearms Was Covered In Cuts, Scratches And Burns.

"I've Always Been Expected To Be The Best Since My Mom Left. Whenever I Leave To Go Into Public People Always Tell Me How I Should Be Improving. My Dad Doesn't Give Me A Break, Always Overworking Me. If My Grades Aren't Perfect I'm Beat. Same With My Siblings, I Have To Sit There In Horror As My Father Beats Them Untill They're Shaking, Even Then He Doesn't Stop"

I Just Stood There, Listening To His Story. Once He Was Done He Looked At Me, His Eyes Now Watering Slightly "I Know You're In Pain. I Want To Be There For You (y/n). I Never Had That Chance, I Don't Want To See You Go Down The Same Path As I Did"

I Blinked Away A Few Tears As I Took Off My Blazer (And Backpack) And Rolled My Sleeves Down. I Stood There, Now Telling Him My Story. The More I Told Him What Has Been Going On The More My Eyes Began To Water. By The End I Was Sobbing, Staining My Wrists With My Tears.

Todoroki Pulled Me Into A Hug, Holding Me Close As I Cried Into Him. I Wrapped My Arms Around Him Tightly As He Began Rubbing My Back, Calming Me Down "It's Okay, I'm Here For You"

I Looked Up At Him As He Sweet Talked Me Into A Better State. Once I Calmed Down I Smiled, Letting Out A Breath I Didn't Even Know I Was Holding In.

"Do You Feel Better?" "I Feel Much Better" Shoto Smiled Down At Me As He Began Hugging Me Again. I Hugged Him Back Without Hesitation.

Once We Broke The Hug We Sat Back Down, Finishing Our Study. After That We Became Much Closer, Gaining A Romantic Relationship.
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Oh Boy- This Has Been In My Drafts F o r e v e r
I Decided To Finish It Since Recently I Haven't Been Feeling That Hot Emotionally . _.
So- Sorry If The Beginning Sounds Like S h i t. I Started This Chapter Like- 4 Or 5 Months Ago-
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