unbreakable ✖︎

ch.16

I walked into my room, layed in my bed and started crying totally forgetting that Sammy was also in here. I ran into the bathroom reached into the drawer and grabbed the unthinkable. I didn't think things would have to come down to this but it's all I wanted to do. I slid the blade across my wrist and watched the blood rise above my skin. I cut really close to my vein and I screamed to the top of my lungs. I didn't cut it but for some reason it hurt like hell. I stayed in the bathroom for about 20 minutes and just kept cutting until there was no clear skin left.

I felt the door open and I looked up. Shit, I forgot to lock the door.

"Why the fuck would you do this to yourself, do you know how much this is going to ruin you on the inside. It's an addiction once you do it once you can't help but do it again. Trust me I know." Sam said

He stopped lecturing me, sat beside me and ran his hands through my hair and rubbed cirles on my back. This is all I needed to calm myself down. I started letting out small sobs and he wrappes his arms around my waiste and told me it would be ok.

We came out of the bathroom and climbed into his bed. I shot him a do you mind look and he nodded his head, so I nuzzed into his neck and instantly fell asleep.

I woke up the next morning to the smell of food and Sammy still laying in bed next to me, not to mention he is fucking shirtless (damn it is hot afffff if you haven't seen this). I quietly slip out of the bed and follow the smell of food to the counter by the door with a note sitting next to it the read. * So sorry about last night please talk to me, enjoy breakfast.*

I grab the breakfast sandwich sitting there and scarf it down. After I finished the food I walked out of my room and down the hall to Nash's room to realize Jack and Jack weren't in the room last night. I walk into Nash's room and see all three of them sitting there, guessing they stayed there for the night.

"Hey umm Nash can I talk to you?" I said before he followed me into the hallway and closed the door.

"I am so sorry about last night I was just really scared that I would make the wrong choice, but I think I know what I want now, but I think I should tell him first. I want you to know that I love you and we will always be the best of friends.

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Nashs' POV

I walk back into my room totally shocked with both of the Jacks staring straight at me waiting for an explanation. " Well she appologized for getting mad last night but she didn't pick me, dude I swear if its Taylor I'm gonna...". "Dude don't jump to any conclutions" Johnson cut in before I could finish.

I pretty much layed in my bed the whole day, the guys tried to talk to me but I just comtinued to stare at the ceiling.

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I walked down to his door and stood infront of it trying to figure out what to say, Well that is until he opened the door. "Hey dyl.". "Oh hey Matt, umm do you mind if I come in." with that he kindly stepped aside and let me in his room, just him and me. " I don't know how to put this so I'm just gonna come out and say it. I choose you Matt.". " O my gosh really Dylan, but why after everything that has happened." he said. "I don't know it just feels right I have loved YOU all along I just didn't see it until now."

Then something happened that could change everything.

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This chapter was short but interesting hope you liked it -Morgan