Christopher
Seeing another one of my closest friends die had got to me. I felt like a crazy man. I can't think straight or anything. Everything from that night replays in my head. I ain't said much since, this shit really got to me. Them punk ass bitches killed my nigga. I don't even know the time, day or how long it's been. I stopped counting the moment I lost it.
"Chris..." Melanie called softly. I ain't even bother turning around. I ain't left this room at all. I just been srtaring at this art thinking about it all. "Chris..." She touched my shoulder. Feeling her touch made me feel some type of way. I finally looked at her as she knelt down in front of me. "Chris, I know you're hurt. I understand that, but this isn't like you. It scares me that you're so quiet and distant." She said. I exhaled as I just sat there. "Can you please say something?" She then said.
I still just sat there.
"You know it's too obvious if Dre can notice." She then said.
"Tell him don't worry bout it." I mumbled.
"He's a kid Chris." She grabbed my hand as I looked away. "You're not the only one hurting babe." She sighed. "Nya's going through it. Brandon done disappeared." She said. "The last thing I want any of y'all three to go through is this pain." She said before grabbing me by my chin and making me look at her. "You helped me, let me help you." She said softly.
"Nobody can help me." I mumbled. "Just leave me alone and let me be." I said, and with that she got up, kissed me on my lips and left.
*
Melanie
"How are you?" I asked.
"I'm living. I'm trying to get passed this."
"I know it's hard."
"Doctor said I need to monitor my stress for the sake of the baby."
"Well you know I'm here to help." I said playing with my straw.
"I know..." She trailed off. "How's Chris? Anything on Brandon yet?" Nya asked.
"Chris doesn't want to be bother with anything. Honestly, I feel the only person that can get him out of this is Brandon."
"But Brandon is no where to be found."
"This is unhealthy for Chris though. Looking in his eyes, it was like nothing was there." I sighed.
"Just give it some time. I know Brandon will answer if you tell him that Andre's father was acting a fool."
"Possibly. Something worth giving a try."
"Well, I gotta go take care of these errands and go fill out insurance papers."
"Call me if you need anything." I stood up to hug her.
"Thank you." She said before walking away.
Doing the best I can right now.
*Few Days Later*
I was cooking dinner as Andre was in the bath. Turning off the stove I went to check on him before checking on Chris.
"You ready for dinner?"
"Yes Mommy." He said. "Is Chris gonna eat with us?"
"I don't know baby." I said as I grabbed his towel, taking him out the water. After I got him dressed, I fed him and then tucked him in for bed.
"Night Mommy, I love you." He said. "Tell Chris I love him too." He said. Ever since he noticed Chris hasn't been himself, he's been trying everything to make him feel better, which is cute.
"I will baby. Night." I kissed his forehead and turned on his night light before cracking the door. I then went to go see what Chris was up to. Going in the room he was outside on the balcony smoking. He had a bottle of Hennessy with him too.
"You ever thought about what it would be like when you die?" He asked. He then chuckled before hitting his blunt. "God sure does have a way of making my life feel like hell." He then said blowing out smoke. "He telling me everything I touch, basically turns to shit." He said. "Why? I ain't do shit for this shit to happen." He said hitting his blunt again. "He might as well take me next." He said slurring a little. I stepped closer as he looked at me. "All my love is gone." He then said. "I ain't got enough energy for this shit anymore." He then said. His voice breaking a little as it got lower. I rubbed his back as he got down on his knees and hugged me around my waist. I knew he was crying because my stomach was starting to get soaked. I just rubbed his hair as he finally let out all he had been holding in.
"It's okay Chris. Let it out." I whispered as I continued to comfort him. After comforting him, I was able to get him inside and in the bed before it started to rain. He was out like a light and holding on to me for dear life as I rubbed his arms and back. I really need for him to get out of this slump soon, before something bad happens.
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A little update. Chris is going through it. Depression, emotions... Everything I guess. Hopefully it doesn't escalate to something crazy. Hopefully. Melanie, you better be there for him too!
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Also updates are gonna be slower, my phone broke yesterday so I'm not able to update as much. I'll try when I can, but until next time guys.
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