in which changbin is the kid in the back of the classroom that never really talked to anyone, and all he wants is for naeun to smile for him.
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started: february 18th, 2019
finished:
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#134 in #kpopfanfiction
#783 in #au
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i wake up to a good morning text from changbin, which makes my lips curl up in a wide smile.
changbinnie 🤧🥰🤞❤ good morning naeun, i hope you slept well! i know i did :)
me i did sleep well, actually, and i'm glad you did too!
i roll my eyes at changbin's contact name, and change it, then i wait for him to text back.
surprisingly, my phone dings almost immediately.
binnie 💞 same goes for you i enjoyed talking to you last night :)
i smile widely.
me i enjoyed talking to you too bin!
binnie 💞 we should do it again sometime!
i blushed bright red.
i really had enjoyed talking to changbin. it was so much easier than i had expected it to be, and he was funny. he was funny and sweet, and talking to him made me forget about school, about my mom, about all my worries.
but now, it was rushing back. i knew my friends were right, when they said the changbin situation was really about my mom.
i'm afraid to get involved with changbin, and that is the truth.
i'm afraid to get involved with him because i'm afraid he'll become a distraction. and i can't afford distractions. i have to work hard to get the best grades i can to make my mom proud of me.
i'm afraid to get involved with hi. because i'm afraid i'll end up disappointing my mother.
but for now, i'll try to handle both. i want to keep changbin around as long as i possibly can.
me yeah, i think i'd like that alot!
binnie 💞 cool! are you free today, by any chance?
my heart began to beat a little faster in my chest. was changbin asking me on a date?
me i'm free all day today why do you ask?
binnie 💞 i was just wondering if you wanted to hang out with me chan and jisung are busy, so i'm lonelyyyy plus i wanted to hang out with you
me okay! text me the details while i get ready, because no way am i going out looking like the mess i am right now
binnie 💞 let me seeee i bet you're still adorable
my face feels like it's on fire as i read changbin's message.
me okay well don't blame me when you go blind!!!!
i snap a quick picture and send it to changbin.
me
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binnie 💞 wow
me told you i was a mess should've believed me
binnie 💞 that's what you call a mess??? if so, then PLEASE feel free to look like a mess all the time
me seo changbin, shut up
binnie 💞 you're blushing right now aren't you
me yes, and it's your fault yes and it's your| yes and| NO I'M NOT
binnie 💞 liar anyways, go get ready i'll text you the details in a minute
me aye aye captain
binnie 💞 oh god please no
i laugh and lock my phone, then go get ready for my date (?) with changbin.
