through her battles

the middle

the boy she met on that one sunday morning was indescribable. she didnt know his name age or anything about him. all she knew was that she loved him. for no reason. as soon as they locked eyes everything was stopped. it was no longer her heart keeping her alive it was no longer that lub dub lub dub lub dub it was him the sight of his smile the mystery in his eyes the sound of his laugh... she fell in love everything was perfect.his name was Jack and it was perfect because he loved her back. or so she thought. he was sweet and nice to her. or was he just being friendly to the knew girl at church. everyone said he liked her and she liked him and that they were in love. then all of asudden he became so rotten and mean to her. calling her ugly fat ect ect. all the things a girl never wants to hear. so she wanted to distract herself from the pain and cut once then twice and told Jack's brother Nick. by then her cousin Anna was already in her church so Anna and Nick had the perfect relationship. when Nick found out what Lizzie had done he told Jack. Jack was so upset with her he couldn't stop asking why she did it. over and over until he got the answer. it was him...because of him she cut...he was the reason for her scars. but it wasnt fully his fault it was school bullies her parents and her siblings. but mostly him. he felt bad and was nicefor a while. Lizzie had a bestie and church. her name was Jen her and Jen were tight. until one friday when Lizzie found out Jack liked Jen. she was so shocked cuz Jen liked him back!! I know it doesn't seem too shocking, but the big shocker is that Jen was 16 and Jack was 11. then a coupke weeks later Jack told Anna that he loved Jen!! Anna told Lizzie and ahe cried for a while. then he miraculously didnt anymore and was really nice to Lizzie. through out all of this Lizzie was still in love with Jack. Lizzie fell too deep in love. now she wonders if she should tell Jack how she feels. if she tells him 3 things could happen . 1.) he could say he feels the same way and things would be perfect! ♡♡♡ 2.) he could say no he doesnt feel the same but be cool about it. and 3.) it could ruin their friendship forever and they will never be the same. so what shoukd she do??