The Dreamer {M.YG & J.JK}

Chapter Five

Yoongi had made some music and he was in the process of editing it all together.  Yoongi would watch a lot of tv shows with Jungkook.  He did wish that Jungkook would go back to his happy self but he knows how hard it is to do that.  Jungkook had grown sorrowful and not really wanting to do a lot of things.  He wouldn't gasp when he had an idea he wanted to do and instead his confidence left him.  

Jungkook was lying on Yoongi's couch.  He fell asleep shortly after.  Yoongi had often wondered why Jungkook was going to therapy.  He hadn't really thought to ask.  

"My brother, Hoseok, he told me to go to a psychologist."  Jungkook suddenly said ruining Yoongi's train of thoughts.  Yoongi asked, "why?"  Jungkook ignored that and came up closer, "you know, I've never had a first kiss before and it shows."  Yoongi questioned, "why do you say that?"  
"My mom, she always said to save it for someone."  
"Oh yeah?  Why are you saying this to me?"

Yoongi genuinely didn't know why Jungkook was saying that.  He thought that maybe Jungkook was going to sulk around because he hadn't had any romance in his life.  Yoongi looked at Jungkook and saw that he was closer.  Yoongi doesn't know anything about why he was doing that.  It all came clear though.  When he had felt lips on his own and he was stunned.  Sure, Yoongi thought a lot about Jungkook, a lot, but he didn't like him.  

Yoongi pulled back and Jungkook realized his biggest mistake.  Jungkook got up and apologized, "I'm sorry, I'll leave," Jungkook then added in a word, "now, I'll leave now."  With that, Jungkook left and Yoongi was shocked.  

Yoongi decided to call someone who knows a lot about this stuff.  His brother.  His brother was and still is a romantic to this day.  He'd know what to do.  Yoongi ran to his phone and pressed the last number he called.  
"Hello?"
"Hey, Jin."
"Oh, Yoongi, how's it going?"
"I need help." 
"What's–What's wrong?"
"It's nothing bad."

Yoongi probably saved Jin from a heart attack, "Okay that's good, what's your issue?"  Yoongi sighed, now regretting everything but decided to carry on, "Someone kissed me."  Jin was tempted to laugh, "You sound like a high school girl, who was it?"  Yoongi sighed, "Jungkook." Yoongi heard a loud "Ha!  I knew he liked you," after Jin did a symbolized 'told you so' he asked more serious, "what's wrong with that?  Don't you like him too?"  Yoongi answered, "I don't know.  It's confusing."  Jin gave advice, "I think you came to the right person if I were you, I would take some time to reflect and then go to Jungkook."  
"But that's the thing, I think I ruined my relationship with him."
"Relationships can only be ruined if you let it be."

Jin was right about that.  Relationships almost always are ruined because people let them be, albeit if that's the good choice to make.  Yoongi thanked him and jumped in his bed thinking about Jungkook.  

The next morning, Yoongi slept on the idea of Jungkook.  He thought about it more and when he thought about what happened, he did like it.  He liked the feeling of having him.  He liked the feeling of kissing him.  In fact, he regretted pulling away.  

He called Jungkook but it went to his voice mail, so he tried again, and again, and again.  Until he heard, "What?  You know, I tried to come up with a heartfelt speech but that didn't happen.  And I know you hate me so why are you calling me?"  Yoongi was going to respond but Jungkook then interjected, "Actually, it's fine, I'll save myself from the pain.  I hope you have a great life."  

Yoongi cursed under his breath and wanted to go where he lived but then realized he had no idea where he did live.  They always hung out at his house and never at Jungkook's.  Yoongi regretted that as well.  He would just have to wait until he sees his therapist and hopefully Jungkook will be there.

Hello, boy oh boy, am i tired, I wake up at 7:10 in summer and go to summer school and sleep and i'm tired and I ain't about that.
~Anonymous