The Dreamer {M.YG & J.JK}

Chapter Seven

Jungkook had continued once again arriving an hour earlier before his session.   Yoongi finally asked him a question he had on his mind, "Why are you here?"  Jungkook looked around, "In therapy?"  Yoongi nodded, "Yeah."  Jungkook shrugged and simply said, "I'm a little fucked up, not gonna lie."  Yoongi laughed weakly, "Aren't we all?"  Jungkook nodded in agreement, "But that's not exactly why I'm here."  

Yoongi grew curious, "Oh, is there a different reason for you coming here other than you being fucked up?"  Jungkook nodded and drew in a shaky breath, "Um, yes, it's mostly because, my brother, Hoseok," Jungkook stopped to curse under his breath, "fuck," and then continued, "he had taken me to get diagnosed with bipolar disorder and when it came out that I was, he told me to get some help because he knew he wouldn't be much."  Jungkook wanted to hug Yoongi but decided against it.  He knew Yoongi wouldn't want to hug a sick person.  

Yoongi did though.  He wanted to hug Jungkook and so he did.  He wrapped his arms around him when Jungkook started to silently cry.  He was taken aback by the action that he didn't know what was happening but he did welcome it.  Jungkook liked the feeling of hugging Yoongi.  It wasn't filled with lust or pity.  It was filled with 'I'll be here'.

"But, do you not like me anymore?"  Jungkook asked against his neck.  Yoongi shook his head, "Why?  I doubt you having a mental disorder would change things between you and me."  

When Jungkook recomposed himself, he asked, "Can I ask you a question then?"  Yoongi nodded, "why are you here?"  Yoongi told him truthfully, "I have depression, and things went out of control a little bit."  Jungkook nodded, he understood that.  He went through depressive episodes, thankfully, when he met Yoongi he had a manic episode*.  Jungkook told him, "Can you wait for me?"  Yoongi nodded as Jungkook smiled while he went in for his session.

* - Bipolar people have two episodes, a depressive episode which is where your depressed and easily agitated.  And a manic episode where you're happy but that doesn't always mean a good thing, it could mean going off on ideas people have.  I.E buying a car even though they may not have a lot of money or going on a road trip.  Manic episodes they can easily be agitated too but for different reasons.  I.E they just want to start a fight.

 Jungkook came out an hour later and Yoongi was indeed there.  Jungkook had liked the idea of Yoongi waiting for him.  Yoongi asked, "So, what do you wanna do, darling?"  Jungkook smiled at the name, "I don't know," he looked around to find any ideas he had, "Let's stay here until the sunset."  Yoongi agreed and they waited.  

Jungkook laid on the grass and smiled seeing stars appearing.  When the night appeared and the only thing that was illuminated was the sky and stars.  Yoongi looked at Jungkook and he brought out his phone to take a picture.  Jungkook noticed and posed cutely.  Yoongi laughed and said, "It's getting late, I'm gonna head back home."  Jungkook nodded, "Can I come with you?"  Yoongi thought and then answered, "Sure."  

They arrived home and Yoongi questioned, "Do you wanna watch a movie or just go to sleep?"  Jungkook replied, "Let's sleep."  Yoongi nodded and pulled Jungkook into his bed.  Yoongi was on one side and Jungkook was on the other.  Jungkook didn't like the bitter cold so he went closer to warmth.  He started to hug Yoongi and he sucked in a breath.  Yoongi was half asleep and didn't know about Jungkook latching onto his back.  Jungkook leaned his head in the crook of his neck, he hoped to not wake up Yoongi but his breath took that hope away.

"What are you doing?"  Yoongi had asked.  Jungkook hummed in response as Yoongi turned around.  Jungkook grinned, "You're very warm."  Yoongi smiled, caressing Jungkooks' hair.  Jungkook had listened to his instincts and kissed him.  Yoongi smiled in the kiss.  It was pretty sloppy but they weren't blaming anyone as they were both half asleep. 

Thank you for reading, the next to chapters are sad.  I think.   After this, I'm doing a Jikook mermaid au thing so that's cool.
~Anonymous