Isn't it crazy how time goes so fast? You don't really realize how fast your life goes. One minute it feels like nothing is going to get better or change. Then things are so good and nothing can go wrong. Dreams are only tainted by reality.
I've been with you through so much. I've been with you at your worst. When you felt like giving up, I was your extra boost. I promised you everything would be okay even if I didn't know if it would. I wanted things to be better for you. I needed things to be better for you. I wanted to see that smile. You deserved happiness and I wanted to give it to you.
Your happy now. Your life couldn't be going any better right now. Your smiling and your so happy. Everything seems to be going your way. And I'm so happy to see you happy because you deserve happiness. You have been through so many hardships and to see you smile, makes me want to smile.
I know now that maybe I'm not supposed to be in you life. Maybe not now. Maybe not ever. Loving you was one of the best things in life I could ever do. Loving you was something I wouldn't trade anything in this world for. You have a piece of me that will be forever yours to keep. I gave you my deepest secrets and fears. The only thing you don't know is how much I love you.
My love for you is something like no other. It's the kind of love that keeps you up all night talking about random things and suddenly getting so serious in a matter of minutes. It's beautiful, yet mysterious. It's broken yet can fix anything in this world.
You showed me parts of my self that I would've have never known. You let me know that it's okay not to be perfect. You accepted me when no one else did. You were my everything all at once.
Maybe, we had the right love at the wrong time.
Life is all about moving on and I think it's time to move on. I can't sit here and love you and not tell you. Our friendship is too strong to tell you so I'm just going to have to remember.
Forgetting would be horrible. I'm going to reminisce of all the times we spent to together. The good and the bad.
You will forever be my first love and forever hold a part of me no one else will ever know.
He'll never know, and perhaps that is the saddest part.
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He'll Never Know...
PoesíaI have been told that everyone needs a way to escape. Some read. Some listen to music. Some draw. And some write. Maybe writing will be my escape.
