Hindi ko lubos akalain na ganito pala ang kaniyang tingin sa akin. Naging mabuti naman ako sa kanya. I've been a good girlfriend. I did everything just to make him happy only to find out na ikinahihiya niya pala ako. Ikinahihiya niya pala ang pagiging plus size ko.
Magkasama kaming naglalakad sa pinagdarausan ng kasiyahan nang makasalubong namin ang kaniyang mga kaibigan.
"Hey Lex, sino yang kasama mo?" One of his friends. "Oh her? Nah just a friend!" He replied . At that very moment parang ok lang sakin na ganun niya ako ipinakilala.
We've been hiding this relationship for about two years now. Gusto ko siyang ipakilala sa pamilya ko but he refused. Saka nalang daw. And a love sick fool that I am, I agreed. Baka rin kasi mapagalitan ako ng parents ko. I am just 18 and they want me to focus on my studies.
I decided to excused myself coz I need to go to the comfort room. Mamaya ko nalang kakausapin si Lex tungkol sa pagpapakilala ko sa kanya sa family ko.
When I came back to the function hall I tried to look for him and one of his friends told me that he's in the garden. So I immediately go there.
"Bud bat di mo pa ipakilala si Ria sa parents mo? I thought you love her?" Napatigil ako sa paglapit. Kausap niya pala yung bestfriend niya. "Bud think of it. Kung ipapakilala ko siya, pagtatawanan lang ako ng mga kaibigan natin. Knowing my parent? Ipagsasabi nila na sa wakas may ipinakilala na ako. And our friends? They'll only mock at me for having a pig girlfriend!" He exclaimed. Parang natuod ako sa kinatatayuan ko. What's this I'm hearing?
"But I thought you love her?"
"Love? Wala sa bokabularyo ko yan." Parang gusto nang tumulo ng luha ko sa mga narinig. I want to walk away but parang napako na yung paa ko sa lupa. I cant move. "Damn! Why are you still with her when you dont even love her?"
"Bud she helps me do my projects, assignments and my requirements. She even helped me with my thesis! And mind you that's for free! And my mom already picked my fiance. She wants me to marry Don Nicholas only grand daughter." He said while laughing na para bang sobrang saya niya sa pinaggagawa niya sakin. "Dude as what I have heard they font do marriage for convenience. They don't need help from anyone. Their business would run without the help of others." Said his bestbud. "I'll make her fall. Easy."
It dawned on me. He used me. He knows I can be a big help to him since I've always been the top of our class since elementary days. Thank God at bigla akong natauhan sa mga narinig ko.
When I entered the function hall of our mansion I texted him if we could talk tomorrow. Great! He ruined my night. Im supposed to be happy coz its my Lolo's 80th birthday.
And Don Nicholas only grand daughter? Damn! You had your chance you idiot but you've blown it away!
I hurriedly run to the stairs. I want to be away from all these people.
"Im sorry!" Damn! Ang tanga ko. Sa kakatakbo ko may nabangga tuloy ako. "It's okay!" He said. Hindi ko nalang siya nilingon. Nakakahiya eh.
I looked for my room and cried my heart out. I am making you pay Lex. You'll regret everything you've done.
IT was a hot afternoon when Lex showed up in the meeting place where I want to talk to him. A cafe in another town. Nakakahiya naman sa part niya kung makikita kaming magkasama. Tss.
"Lex let's end this relationship." Saad ko pagkaupong pagkaupo palang niya. He was a bit shocked but I can see that he's not affected even a bit. Damn you! "What?" He spat exageratedly.It almost sounded like a yell. Damn good theatre actor.
"I'm breaking up with you." I was calmly delivering my words. It hurts but why would I stay with him. Ayoko mapasama sa samahan ng mga martir. "But why?" He asked. Still acting I see. "I fell out of love. Thank you for your time. Goodbye. Anyways you can order anything." "Miss its on me." I said to one of the crew. They know who I am so no need to bother.
I gracefully walk my way out of the cafe. It hurts but I kinda feel relieved. I immediately go to my personal bodyguard waiting just a few blocks from the cafe. Mahirap na. I need to hide who I really am.
