Chapter 19

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"I-...I just want to go home" You state finishing your drink and standing to leave

"Yah! Y/N-ah what's wrong??" Flora asks behind you still at the table

The boys all stare at you as you leave the store and look at each other in confusion. Only Jimin looks upset. He sighs and gets back to work, worried about what will happen when he gets home

All he knew was that he wasn't gonna get some tonight

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You fall onto your bed throwing your stuff to the side and you rethink everything you thought before

It was a simple question "How did you two fall in love?"

Flora's word kept replaying

"The first time I told him that I loved him was after.... we had sex. What if it was an abrupt decision. We said it again in the ferris wheel too.....Ugh why is life so confusing!" You run your hands through your hair

I love you

Three words....how can three words be so complicated

Did I say it because he's the first one to be that way with me?

You fall asleep to get rid of the headache. You close your eyes, but open them only to find yourself in a field of roses

How cliché

You look around, walking before spotting a woman in a white dress. You notice how familiar this scene is and you feel a sense of deja vu

The woman hugs a little girl in a blue dress. You can only assume it's her daughter. The girls holds out a bouquet of red roses although the field was full of mainly white and pink ones

Your eyes widen as you walk closer and you begin tearing up. "Eomma?" You hold back a sob

She looks at you smiling. You remember that blue dress. Your favourite. The field was the one your father made for your mother. He confessed his love for her through the flowers

He only planted a few of favourite, the red rose to show how she was the one in a million he had met

Your mom tells your young self to run off and she turns to you. You run to her, hugging her as you cry on her shoulder. "Eomma? H-how?" She shushes you, kissing your head like she would before

You both sit on the grass and you lay your head on her shoulder

"Have you been eating well? How's your dad? Your brother? Did you make frie-"

"Eomma. One by one please. Yes I have eaten well. Appa is the same. Oppa is working as usual and yes i did make friends"

"You're here for a reason aren't you? What's wrong, darling?" You tear up again and you tell her the story of you and Park Jimin

"Eomma. H-how do I know I love him? How did you know you loved appa?"

She smiles, clearly think of your father. "Everything about him was something I loved. In my eyes, he was the perfect man. Handsome, Smart, Kind, Funny and Sexy too" You both laugh

"His eyes were something I would get lost in while I stared. His hands were perfectly fit to hold mine, like a puzzle. His laugh was something I could listen to for a million years. See Y/N-ah when it comes to love, the person you love will be someone that has everything you love"

You couldn't help but smile while thinking of Jimin

"I can tell you're thinking of him. I'll ask you what you just asked me. How do you know you love Park Jimin?"

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