How do I do this? Ugh I've been waiting for him to say it so I didn't rush him but that's such a lie. I didn't mean for this I just.. I just found him and he's so amazing and I love him so much but what if... What if I hurt him? I can't do this to him! I just want him to be safe and with me but if I.. If we.. I can't keep this from him.. I want to trust him but it just hurts. What am I supposed to do with this? I can't do this I just.. Maybe I can just stay like this. I can do what I've been doing for months and stay happy with him. I'm just.. Scared?
I don't want to hurt him. He's so.. Perfect and I don't know. I can't think clearly.
Breathe.
In 2 3 4 hold. out 2 3 4
I don't know what to do. I focus on breathing and my heart begins to slow.
"Thomas!"
I snap out of my thoughts and my face naturally smiles.
"Yeah, yeah sorry. I'm just not used to that."
Liam looks confused and I smile wider, not worrying anymore about what I'm getting into.
"I'm not used to people liking me back."
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Complicated
FanfictionThomas Jaro and Liam Kami have been dating for three months, but what happens the first time Liam tells Thomas he loves him? These are my own characters and they're somewhere in their teens don't ask how old they are exactly I don't really know yet...
