without you {lee felix}

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it's been a couple months since felix from stray kids was eliminated for the show. he was my bias (so far) so it was disappointing. i still watch cute felix moments on youtube to make me happy. i always wonder what he's doing and if he's okay.

the other eight members debuted, which is good for them but i felt stray kids were nine or none? guess not. although, his elimination doesn't stop me from loving him and supporting him. he may not have many updates but it's okay. 

when i first figured out my bias and things i decided to start a fan account on twitter so felix still has someone who continues to support him. the account name is cute but cheesy. felixfreckles915. like yeah, babies are cute but have you seen felix with no makeup?! pure aRt. it was a summer day and i had nothing to do but explore social media and eat. since i recently made the account, might as well make friends.

i launched the twitter app and checked stray kids' page. just solo selcas and group pictures... without felix. i thought the best way to find friends is looking through their following. i scrolled until i found an interesting user of wemissfelix, how great, another felix stan. i looked at the page and notices they created their page about a couple weeks earlier than me but had a small following. i followed and messaged them

felixfreckles915 : Just wanted to make friends! hit me back when you're not busy, seems we have a bit in common<3
3:38 pm delivered

i locked my phone and ran down the stairs to let my dog out. i have a small, fluffy, multicolored australian shepherd named jia. jia means wisdom and knowledge which is why we agreed on that name. she's young, maybe 10 months old, but very smart. 

i was greeted by my dad at the door, he was returning from work. my mom was also at work but works later. even though it may feel like it, i'm not an only child. i have an older brother who moved out for college in korea maybe a year ago. he always texts me and brags about how we saw twice or something, but it's okay.

"hi, how was work?" i ask my dad.

"busy, but good." he says with a monotone, "did you eat dinner?" he asks.

"it's almost 4 pm, kind of early but no." i explain.

"good, get ready." he smiles.

without questions i walked upstairs and put on a shirt with out a fruit punch stain on it, brushed through my hair, grabbed my phone, and put on shoes. i saw a twitter notification and was excited. maybe that person texted.

i multi tasked and opened my phone as i walked down the stairs hoping not to fall. i succeeded and  saw the reply.

wemissfelix: ah! of course. i really need new friends. all of mine left me.
3:47 pm received

felixfreckles915: That's no fun:( is everything okay?
3:50 pm delivered

wemissfelix: ikr, and i guess so. just want new friends !
3:51 pm received 

felixfreckles915: Then we're friends haha, I'm Yoona 
3:51 pm delivered

wemissfelix: that's a pretty name
3:52 pm received

felixfreckles915: Thank you! what's yours?
3:52 pm delivered

"lets go." my dad yelled.

"coming," i respond getting up from the couch.

~~~

the car ride to out mysterious destination was fun, in my opinion. my dad was having to deal with traffic while i got to talk to my new buddie. they seem really nice.

wemissfelix: oh, um... you can call me freddy.
3:59 pm received 

maybe a boy-stay?

felixfreckles915: Nice, where are you from?
4:00 pm delivered

wemissfelix: aussie, what about you?
4:00 pm received 

felixfreckles915: No way? Same!
4:01 pm delivered

so maybe not far!

wemissfelix: im in sydney
4:01 pm received 

felixfreckles915: Ahh, Melbourne
4:02 pm delivered

wemissfelix: about 8 hours
4:02 pm recieved

felixfreckles915: That's cool. So, I'm guessing your bias is felix or?
4:03 pm delivered

wemissfelix: well it's changbin but i miss felix and feel as if he needed another chance.
4:04 pm received

"finally here." dad smiles.

we were already heading out of the car before i could text freddy back. i felt bad, he's been very active and fast at replying which doesn't happen often.

we were at a nice restaurant, not too fancy but just right. we were seated immediately and asked for drinks. after the order i decided it was a good time to text freddy.

felixfreckles915: Ah, yes changbin is very cute.
4:12 pm delivered

wemissfelix: hey, he's mine! hes dark and muscular;-;
4:13 pm received

felixfreckles915: I have felix :P 
4:13 pm delivered

wemissfelix: felix has changbin! changlix is r e a l
4:14 pm received

felixfreckles915: Oh no sweetie, changjin is r e a l 
4:14 pm delivered

wemissfelix: just because they actually debuted doesn't mean anything >:(
4:15 pm received 

felixfreckles915: Is someone... salty? 
4:15 pm delivered

felixfreckles915: Speaking of salt, i need to eat. byee
4:15 read

maybe he's actually salty...

"yoona~"

"y-yes" i answer my dad putting my phone away.

"who are you texting?" he asks like the over-protective, curious dad he is.

"my friend, he's in stray kids too." i explain

"ahh, nice. so is he..?"

i knew what he was implying, 'is he gay' is the question, he doesn't mean to offend anyone but he asks that question hoping i have no chance with the boy.

"i don't believe so." i answer honestly.

"how'd you meet him?" he asks again.

"twitter. we both have fan accounts." i explain realizing my lemon water was in front of me and took a sip.

"you kids, aish~" he shakes his head.

before i could say anything the food arrived. after that it was peaceful and the food was great.

okay so some- a LOt of imagining is gonna have to happen. stray kids debuted without felix, only he was eliminated and hes back in australia :)