without you {lee felix}

four

freddy and i have been a a call for about an hour now. talking about ourselves and stray kids and kpop in general. but as of right now, we're just playing would you rather.

"okay, i got a good one. either be friends with your favorite idol online or only meet them once?" freddy asked.

"oh um, that's hard." i say contemplating, "maybe online, i can talk to them and learn more about them."

"cool. okay ask me." i say.

"i dare you to show your face." he says catching me off guard.

"this isn't truth or dare." i say.

"and," he argues.

"no," i deny, "i'm ugly."

"please~" he whines.

"no"

"yes"

"no"

"no"

"yes- wait no!" i yell in defeat.

"hehe, show." he demands.

"you'll unfriend me." i pout.

"no i won't." he says sincerely.

i flip the camera at my face for a slight second.

"there." i say sassily.

"nuuuu, that's not fair." he whines.

"yes it is." i argue.

"you're right. i was screen recording." he chuckles.

"you were what?! no please delete it." i said now whining.

he suddenly went on pause probably examining the picture. i hope it was at least decent.

"awww," he coos, "you're so cute."

"liar." i pout.

"no, honestly. your small nose, boopable approved, and long, black hair. very pretty." he compliments making me feel better.

"thanks, now my turn." i say changing the subject.

"wait what?" he asks after he stopped laughing.

"i want to see you now." i smirk now showing my face.

"i uh, it's dark in my room." he says as an excuse.

"most of them have lights." i argue back.

"i'll show you my foot." he says.

"no. your face." i say pouting.

"we'll meet soon, i promise." he says reassuring me.

"good," i say, "i'm tired. goodnight."

"wait, want to fall asleep on the phone?" he asks.

"sure," i say smiling. 

i feel bad i'm open about showing my face but he's not.

"i'm going to get ready for bed, you do the same." he says.

"yes, sir." i say jokingly.

i left my phone in its position and got ready for bed. when i returned it sounded like snoring was coming from freddy. 

"hello?" i call.

no answer, just snoring. i turned off my light and lied down next to my phone, hearing light snores putting me to sleep.

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"wake up! now. please, yoona?" i hear as i'm nearly waking up.

"what?" i groan.

i look around and no one was around, then i saw a hand waving back and forth on my phone and realized it was freddy calling my name.

"get up, go make food." he demands.

"i'm not even hungry." i say waking up completely.

"do what i said." he says.

"what are you going to do about it?" i say teasing him, walking in the bathroom.

"never talk to you again." he says 'matter-of-factly'.

"okay, okay. when i'm done washing my face." i say agreeing.

honestly, even though i've never physically met freddy, i feel very close and connected with him.

"i have a question." i say.

"mh?" he hums with his deep voice.

"when we first started talking, like even saying hi, did you expect us to be this close?" i question continuing to wash my face.

"honestly, no. i mean i was hoping because all my friends left me but no, i did not," he sighs, "and thankfully we did." he says making me happier.

"okay, i'm done. hopefully i don't burn down the house." i laugh.

hola, i'm starting to forget i have another story ugh sdkfjskdf