Learning to love

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Entry 1 :

" Hi...diary? Jimin said I could keep you. I know what a diary is, I was taught about it during my training period. Jimin said I could use you as my diary.

Uh....So what do we do with a diary?... we-we write about the things that are special to us and we want to keep that memory with us. In this case, record them. I am not so sure about this... special memories?... I guess I will just talk about today's incident. Yeah about today... Something unusual happened today.

You see...when I first saw Jimin, weird thing happened to me. My heart started to beat faster. Doctor said that my vitals are fine then why was my heart beating so fast? Fast heart beat is sign of arrhythmia, or tachycardia. And if either of it was a possibility then, I wouldn't have been eligible for being in the sale. It doesn't make any sense. 

 Also, the same thing happened when I hugged Jimin in order too make him feel less lonely. Is everything okay with me? Jimin won't have to contact the facility will he? That... wouldn't be nice. I'm not sure what happens to faulty Mech-males and females, but... from what all the staffs warned, it didn't really sound pleasant. 

Oh! and Jimin named me today. Yoongi. He said he would call me Yoongi. He said it means to shine, gloss, or to glow. That is why I like you, you are shiny. You shine. He said I was pale and my skin was like pearl and you're also white.

When Jimin called me Yoongi, my stomach felt weird, like there something crawling inside me. Am I okay? I mean, feeling like something's inside of me can't be a good sign, right?

I don't know...anyways, Jimin is asleep now. I saw him sleeping few minutes ago. He gave me a room next to his.

Well that is all I need to say for today.

Good night diary, I will name you later. Jimin named me and you belonged to Jimin. I think it is only fair if I name you too.

Bye"

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