soooo..
here we go...in the first part l was telling l was depressed...life became scattered.it did.
but,then someone came.........
yeah,yes.IN MY LIFE,someone actually came..................
he listend to me aLL time...my heart out....what l went through... l coudnt tell him...but it was fun.He became a friend....a friend l didnt wanna lose...
he becAme someone for whom l actually started caring for him well he did also........well well well....
u must be thinking I had fallen for him.
YEAH,at one part........ Um.. um...um...
l did........ l was on the cloud nine....but then somehow l realized that well he doesnt care That much....it was again just me....only ME.
okay,so l realized l also didnt fall in love..that just for the time being...just for a time of adolesence obsessions nothing else......so somehow l dont know how it evaporated..The affection l had for him got over.
l hate flirting.....he knew about that.
He knew it.. l donno why but he started doing it....he was just behaving like my BOYFRIEND whom he never Was l meant EVer.He became cringy...WHy????
literally l didnt know...l haD a great friend in him..that friendship l got lose...l lost my buddy. that much hurts then a break up..it does.
sooooo!!!!!!!
as he started like he owned me,l left him[ I know It hurt him,but l told him that l will leave one dAy once so it was cool...maybe he will be fine...l am still caring for him.l wanna watch him from faaar.] he rendered my life.. l wanna thAnk him..
THANK YOU AND I AM JUST SORRY
I couldnt just couldnt have your this behaviour..l wanted my best buddy back and which became just, just impossible. So, sorry l had to leave.
