Rap Songs

New Man

I tried alright to be the man she deserved instead I just got her hurt I wanted to be the good guy but instead just became the one guy that turns people against each other and break the hearts that they use to pump bood in their vains I remember when she said it wouldn't work now why they say man hoe or player I am one correct I'm twitching let me just get my other cup of joe people ask yo why you so mad I aint mad fool I'm fucking sad lost the girl I wanted to die with instead I wanna put a bullet in my head and end it all so why don't I don't know maybe I am fucking trash but you ever try look in the mirror if I'm like everybody else then we're all trash correct? Maybe not the girl I called Angel hope she don't see me hanged just up there watching my body dangle until the rope breaks and I fall never to be seen ever again so you can look at me all you want and judge me and talk trash to me but just remember that me and you are both the same damn thing this world is messed up all around and what exactly are we doing nothing but that's not the topic for this song I tried yeah I made mistakes don't we all I mean my mother did have me but you know I may be fucking insane but what's wrong with that I'm a nice guy I swear I am but sometimes I just wish that we could all get along that men would stop thinking about being dumb hoes and just follow the role they were meant to play and women just be happy for what they fucking got in life instead of just asking for more and more so please girl I know I did wrong but I'm fucked up in the head I'm sure that's no excuse but think about something you hated life and who was there huh I was I know I did wrong shit I'm no better than my deadbeat criminal stepfather who abused me I know I asked out that girl but let's face it she just fucking used me a damn toy for her status you said you were sorry it happened let's face it I got what I deserved I still wanna see you and hold you but can't your finished and you know maybe I'm getting tired too but I still love you I'm sorry if you hate me better add another one to the list of thousands of those people that didn't like me but you wouldn't be here if it weren't for me but you still get mad and make comments that don't need to be said while reading this your probably like "ugh dumbass to go hell" go to hell? Girl I am hell take a closer look you'll see I'm the devil or a demon that walks this earth and don't sleep at night why I'm too stressed with all this death happening around me you think I don't need you? I'm so lost without you you may think I'm just saying this shit to make you feel bad so you can come running back but I'm a different fucking man I'm sure you don't even care but you know what I don't understand why you can't just talk to me anymore if I went back in time id make sure I was never fucking born but now I'm gonna make my enemies regret knowing who the fuck I am I know I'm going to die but I'm going out with a fucking bang and the world will know my name you think I'm playing just watch me one day you'll see me and I hope you'll forgive me for what I did Angel I'm just hoping I don't be the one who sees you be the one who dangles in the end but anyway I'm done I'm sure you don't care about any of this shit but frankly I'm done with life at this point so I hope you can forgive I miss you and hope I can see you because you said yes and I still need to kiss you.

I hope you know the real me and can forgive me and I just want you to know from up above and down below I'm so damn sorry.

I hoped you enjoyed this I feel this way right now so thank you for reading and helping me out of you could I can't think of a name so I'd appreciate it if you helped me out with the title anyway have a great day see you next time.