Wings

1. Chapter walking on fallen leaves

I didn't know who he was but something was pushing me forward. An indescribable urge that was forcing me to follow him.
But I couldn't.
Because, even if I run towards him, I wouldn't known what I was supposed say. I don't even know his name
My memories were torn into millions of pieces that doesn't fit into one big puzzle.
I was devastated and broken. I hoped he would turn around, face me, look into my eyes and tell me who I was.
But it didn't happen. And so...
I kept walking on. Walking and walking without stopping and thinking ... I might remember something while walking down the memory lane.
There was always someone or something, holding me, keeping me, making me warm telling that life was good ... something like an angel , a guardian angel making me feel safe under its huge wings, protecting me from all the bad in the world..but that something, was without a face. All I could remember was a feeling called....

LOVE.

2012
It was a day like any other days. But I still felt some sort of excitement while dressing up and getting ready for my senior year at Highschool.
I packed the usual stuff, shoved some bread in my mouth, sipped some tee and run out of the door to catch the bus. I hated coming late to school but guess what...
I was always late
After quickly running up the stairs, I saw my friend Aurora standing in front of the classroom door.
" you cannot be serious. It's our last year of school and were are literally to late."
I said with an not so honest apologetic face "I am so sorry. You are completely right if you int want to be friends anymore".
Aurora rolled her eyes in disbelief
-"You are unnecessarily dramatic"
-"And that's why you love me"
-"yeah,yeah. Now get your ass moving before we are even more to late".
Have you ever wondered how animals at the zoo are feeling. Just come late to class.

Everyone was watching us with googling eyes, as if we were some sort of new species that entered the earth.
-" ah you are finally here girls we were waiting for you. Come here take a seat".
We quickly sat down and watched our teacher ramble on about the new school year.
-"you know what. I don't believe anyone who said that Highschool is fun. Look at those dudes. No one is hot or looks like boyfriend material engraved on there forehead. I don't want to see them anymore."
I rolled my eyes at Aurora's comment.
-"I didn't even know that Highschool was meant to be a place for finding boyfriends. Just concentrate on your studies and graduate. You can find your dream boy in the university."
-"ha, you said that in middle school about Highschool. And at the Uni, you will probably say that I will find a boyfriend at work. Liar".
I started laughing. That was probably true. Boyfriends should not be your first priority.
-"we have a new classmate have you seen him"
I watched across the room and saw someone's back that wasn't familiar.
-"I saw him when we entered the room. He looks kind of cute." She said.

-"so, boys and girls. I will now assign you to your destined seats".
-"please my dear lord, I don't want to sit next to someone who cannot be quite for a damn second". I said
-"My lord I am not looking for enemies. Please take this creation of yours to a place faaaaaaar away from me."
-"Amen"
-"I give up"
-"keep your hope's up little Aurora, love is probably waiting somewhere for you."
I winked at her and moved to my faaaaaar away seat. Only one seat was next to mine. Someone slowly approached me. A tall guy with brown hair and brown eyes. So the newbie is sitting next to me. He didn't even bother looking at me. But I didn't really care. It is better that we just ignored each other for a peaceful school year.

The bell rang and we stormed out of the class to freedom.
-"I hate math sooo much. Seriously why do I have to know all of this" said Aurora with a desperate tone
-"I will help my puppy get through the school year". I said while stroking her chin.
Someone suddenly bumped on my shoulder without even apologizing.
-"hey, you should be apologizing , when you bump into someone. Are you okay Clara".
-"yes. I'm fine". This guy was definitely weird. He didn't even bother responding to Aurora.
-"isn't he sitting next to you in class".
-"mnh yes do you know his name?"
-"I think his name is jace. I heard the others sitting next to me talking about him".
-"what did they say".
Aurora started grinning and raising her eyebrows up and down.
-" Why are you so interested hehe. Oh my lord is this finally the day my friend will have an interest in boys".
I rolled my eyes at her. It wasn't that I never liked boys. I just never met one that caught my attention...
-"He is my seat neighbor. Of course, I am interested in him and he seems weird I am just curious."
-" aha okay. Whatever, so the others were talking about how he got transferred to this school. Apparently, his parents died a few months ago, before the school year ended, in a car accident. And since he dropped out early, he is repeating the school year".
-"oh...". My voice sounded heavy.
-"right. I hope he is doing fine. You should approach him. My little social butterfly is good at making friends".
-"I will think about it." As I said that, the bell started ringing and we got back to class.
How am I supposed to talk to him. What do I even say. I hope an opportunity will arise so we can be friends...