when i was in highschool
more specifically in my junior year
I was extremely depressed
i hated everything
i stayed up late crying
wishing everything would just end
i was okay at home
it was just school
i felt so stupid
so useless
so alone
i didn't go to school for weeks
pretended i was sick
just to get away from it all
it was my worst year
after that year i thought eveything would be okay
but i was wrong
it was just the start
constant sleepless nights
fear of failure
constant thought of killing myself
it never ends
